my life in 'squished' form

2009-10-26T15:13:00.002+08:00

this is for all the closed-minded people who can't keep their mouth shut:

MIND YOUR OWN BUSINESS.

i have a mouth, and i'm entitled to say whatever i want. same goes for you, you have a mouth and you are indeed entitled to say whatever you want...and if u have a problem with the things i say or do, tell it straight to me. i dun see the point of telling others when u can tell it to me straight.

thanx for ur cooperation.

a wild poppy night

2009-09-26T22:39:00.003+08:00

mayling wanted to club. me n mayling wanted to celebrate yenn's bday.yenn wanted to destress.

hence, we went for dinner at ciccio, changkat bukit bintang *awesome place!*

but, wait. before that. at 8.24pm, i called ml and she said, yenn, just picked me up. okla, so i thought it would take like 20 minutes max to reach bangsar from kelanajaya...8.50pm, belum datang...i was like wtf. then they came at only pass 9...reason: sesat jalan to taman desa.wtf! haha.from my hse, we used the directions i got from the 'very helpful' google maps.beginning okay lah....we were on track until we reached pasar seni. i was like, shit shit. the jalan that we're supposed to take can't be seen. no signs whatsoever. then suddenly i saw jalan tun perak...i was like yay! 'turn right at jalan tun perak' was direction number 10. damn weird. cos before that we were only at direction number 4. then we thought, awesome lahhhh, we 'found' a shortcut. haha. kebodohan. turn into that stupid jalan...then we got lost. yenn, who was driving, simply turned here n there...and 10 minutes later we were on the same road leading to pasar seni. maleh. haha. then we called juju for directions. juju, although u suck at giving directions, u are one lucky dude when it comes to directions. pakai bantai only that fella. :P

we reached ciccio for dinner at almost 10pm. we were soooo hungry, we quickly ordered pasta n pizza. the food tasted not bad. ;) then we had tiramisu as yenn's supposedly burfday cake. she got a shock when the waiter n waitress suddenly started singing happy burfday to her from behind. haha. so cute la yenn. we quickly ate our tiramisu cos we needed to rush to poppy. hehe.

juju with his great directions made yenn make two big rounds for fucks. haha. poppy was packed with people!! we were so excited we were at the dance floor awhile after we arrived. hehe. ohyes, i forgot to tell you, we went to poppy cos nicholas, juju's friend was celebrating his burfday there. it was one wild party...there was a pool beside our table...and everyone of us ended up in the pool by the end of our clubbing session. haha.all three of us got pushed into the pool. i dragged juju along in.bahaha.kesian that fella, now fluish n got rashes.:(

ahh, i'll never forget our poppy night cos i broke my precious heels! boohoo.nvm, got excuse to buy new one! :D

i'm supposed to be at euphoria now with my darlings, ml n yenn. but can't make it. busy busy busy and tired tired tired! have a great burfday tmrw, yenn!!! :) muax.

and happy burfday to mr nicholas tay AH BENG! *if u ever see this.haha*

you make me bipolar

2009-09-24T15:17:00.002+08:00

all i want from you is a little effort put into this.

we're in this together, right?

is that too much to ask for?

2009-09-23T01:04:00.002+08:00

i'm so excited about tomorrow (technically it's today) and the days to come...:)))

going for karaoke tmrw. wheeeee! we all had to abstain ourselves from karaoke for a month plus since emma had to puasa...and now since raya has come, our karaoke sessions are back to work! yay!

and my darling mayling is finishing her exam tmrw, sooooo lepak moments has come back. double yay! we'll be meeting up with nakki who's gonna leave for india soon. :(

and then sleepover baybehhhhh at my place. woohoo.
can't wait!

i am still super busyyyyy with classes, ASSes and halloween party planning, but then when it comes to hanging out with friends...gotta make room for them! ;)

speaking of halloween, do come to our halloween party on 30th october 09...it's a collaboration with HELP's bpsych student council...and it's gona be...AWE...wait for it....SOME!! *effects of watching too much how i met your mother hehe*

2009-09-21T11:33:00.003+08:00

at first i thought that this 4 days of holiday is gonna be boringgg with me stuck at home studying all day long...or so i thought.hehe.

thanks to juju and eujin's great idea, we went on a day-trip to malacca! wheeeeeeeee.

since i'm in the mood for story-telling, shardap and read :P

juju picked me up from church at about 1.30pm and we headed to danial's place to pick him up...all the way to subang. poor juju had to drive from cheras to pj to subang and back to cheras.
however, we had a pit stop at danial's since he just woke up and haven't mandi and most importantly, haven't rubrub lotion on his body. *runs away from danial*

after danial was ready *which was an hour later*, we headed back to eujin's place...cos ej was drivin...and then all four of us we're headed to malacca!

we reached malacca about 5pm-ish. dis juju wanted to makan his super double malak shit so much...damn, he was like a mosquito okayyy...but we didn't adhere to his pleas. bahaha.

instead, we went and find the infamous jonker street.my oh my, that place was really packed with people...took us a really long time just to walk thru some small street. and the weather...it was atrociously hot! juju bought us kampai while walking, and i have to say...it tasted damn good!maybe it was because of the weather.

i tell you, we were like jakuns okayy. like we never saw old antique stuff before. i felt like a tourist. was soooo amazed to see the christ church and stadhuys building. yes, i've never been to malacca before! you must be thinking, 'call yourself a malaysian, huh?' right? haha.

and and we also ate chicken rice balls! bleh, so normal only. i duno why is it such a craze. maybe it's just me and my weird taste??

after eating, we walked along jonker street ...again! this time it was even more packed! felt like i was walking like a duck.haha. juju n danial bought shades...which were like 15bucks each only. i wanted one too but then juju said cannot! how sad... haha.

i sooo wanted a t-shirt from the orangutan house shop...but they were closed already when we walked back. all together now....*sobssssss*

in the end, i left malacca with only rubberbands that i bought to tie my hair (cos it was so hot!)...and of course, nice memories. :)

i wanna go to malacca again!! :D

*slaps own face*

*back to studying now.blurgh.*

2009-09-19T11:13:00.000+08:00

i can't believe i'm just a convenience to you.

*drops down to reality*

eff off

2009-09-13T11:21:00.002+08:00

you know what ticks me off?

old friends who do not seem to care about you anymore.
even when you try to make them notice you...they don't give two shits about you.

i'm even starting to think that they're not so fond of me...or maybe they're just too busy, but when opportunities arise to meet up, they don't even try...

and then, when they need you, they come to you like beggars. eek, farking irritating.

ahh, out you go. out of my life. shoo shoo.

2009-09-11T19:31:00.001+08:00

facts you should know about rachel gomez:

1# when i'm not in a good mood, i listen to my chemical romance. rawr.

2# when i'm pissed off, i wear my 'what the fuck' t-shirt.

2009-09-10T21:05:00.000+08:00

At times life is wicked and I just can't see the light
A silver lining sometimes isn't enough
To make some wrongs seem right
Whatever life brings
I've been through everything
And now I'm on my knees again
But I know I must go on
Although I hurt I must be strong
Because inside I know that many feel this way

amazed

2009-09-07T20:18:00.002+08:00

i am amazed bout:

1) how sleep (or rather a nap) can change one's mood.

i am. simply. amazed.

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new semester has just started. i'm officially (as what sulin called) a sophomore. hehe. it's gonna be one crazy semester. i can just smell it. :P

2009-08-06T17:48:00.000+08:00

and now tears are flowing down...

thanx alot.

it's 4am and i can't sleep

2009-07-19T04:06:00.003+08:00

today, while waiting for mummy to finish work, i decided to read the newspaper. LOL. and i stumbled across a not-so-very-big article that captured my attention...the headline was 'are you a social butterfly?'

i was like....hmmm....i like butterflies *lol.dumbass me*...and hmmm...i do consider myself quite sociable...so i decided to scan the article, and i saw words like facebook and windows live and friendster in it...that got me hooked on right away!

basically the article was about this term called 'social buttefly' and how to know if you're an online one. okayy, let's plagiarise!! here's a checklist...u can consider yourself an online social butterfly if you:

have hundreds of friends and contacts across several social networking groups such as facebook, myspace, twitter, linkedin, windows live and friendster. *CHECK*
spend more than two hours a day flitting across different social networks to keep track of friends' updates; share ur updates with the community. download applications, upload photos, take a stab at quizzes, customize ur page and much more. *CHECK CHECK*
can't resist loggin on to a social network via ur PC, lappie or mobile phone any time you have few minutes to spare *DAYUM! as jul would say. this is so effing true*
often log on to ur social networks for a 'quick peek' while you're at work (or when u're supposed to be doing work) *shittt. this happens all the time*
feel disconnected if u haven't logged on to ur different social networks for a day.*i can TRIPPLE CHECK that!*

and guess what..the reason i'm still awake at this hour is because i woke up suddenly and remembered that i didn't check my facebook yesterday. wtfwtfwtf.

shyt, i have no life. LLAME. :P

~article can be found in NST Saturday, 14th july 09 issue. under 'YOU'.

random updates

2009-07-18T01:18:00.002+08:00

just talked to the chimp *yes, i'm referring to you, jul* hehe. busy man la that 'handsome boy'. :P

i've been back in shithole for 3 days now andddddddd....nothing productive has been done so far:

1) watched loads of movies: obsessed, the coffin, the uninvited, silent hill, aquamarine, saw, pink panther 2, and the latest...harry potter!! :)

2) slept over at joanne's place. we watched 3 horror movies in a row. slept at 5.30am. bahaha.

3) was depressed and moody yesterday cos i was so bored...(made jul moody too. :( sorry!)

4) got mad at someone cos that idiot gave me empty promises. screw you!

5) watched 'the city'. lameeeeeee.

i hope tomorrow *technically, it's today* will be better. going to 'trim' my hair! and there's uncle edwin's birthday partay to attend. yay! can dress up. :)

and sunday's christina's n aaron's confirmation. hehe. good food awaits me!! :P

another must-do-before-i-die

2009-07-12T12:14:00.003+08:00

we *me, jul, mich n pang* were watching 'the hangover' two days back...*yes, pirated version.haha*

and there was a scene where the guys stole a police car. damn cun!

so me n mich decided to put 'steal a police car and on the siren' in our 'things to do before we die' list. hehe. who wana join? put ur hands up! :P

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p/s: i'm on holiday now! for two freaking months. wheeeeee. :))))

a day of mixed feelings

2009-07-04T23:26:00.003+08:00

i had finals today!
the subject is soooo stupid...im embarrased to even mention the subject name. haha.
anyway, i think i studied quite enough. i could answer everything! : ) but it was superduper tiring...had to write non stop for two whole hours and i don't know why...my left eye was watering during the paper...no, i wasn't crying! it was just watering by itself. and it sucked big time....having to wipe my tears with one hand while the other had to continue writing. had no time to even stop!

and after the exam...mich was hungry, and she asked me to teman her...and i randomly suggested midv *damn gatal my mouth* ...and she actually agreed....so we went to pick siewsiew *mich's bf* who was sleeping like a pig at home...and the three of us reached midv like 2 hours later. stupid siewsiew lah, didnt want to mandi. haha.

in midv, we didnt know where to eat...and wasted another half an hour walking aimlessly...and then mich saw madam kwan's...so we were like....'okayyyylahhh, let's go'. but then, while walking ot madam kwan's...mich then saw pasta zanmai...then she gatal lah! sooo, we ended up there instead...and mygawd, dis siewsiew damn bloody jakun!! and he stole something from there...me n mich ordered this ice fruit tea...and it came in a very long glass with a very long spoon/fork thing...almost the size of the 30cm ruler!...and he farking stole it, that mangkuk! hahaha.so uncivilized rite? there is more! after that, we walked around aimlessly awhile...and then went to carl's junior for beefchillicheesefries! yeshhh, yum yum! and then, siewsiew started drawing nonsense on my notebook...*pictures shall be uploaded when i do take pics of them!* haha. well, me n mich laugheddddd like nobody's business. i never laughed soooo hard before! :P and we were sooo noisy there, the three of us... with our veryyyy decent language. 'fark you' and many other censored words were said many times. haha. :P damn, such bad influence la you both!!!

yeaaaa, so that was the happy part of today. the sad part is that i couldn't attend the battleofthebands that was held in divinemercy. really wanted to gooo...:( cos someone was playing the drums...hehe. anyway, there's still cheer 09 to go tmrw! and im excited. wheeee! :)

2009-06-26T01:40:00.002+08:00

when i say i trust you...it means i farking trust you.

and for you to be able to do that...

IRDKWTS.

2009-06-22T08:52:00.002+08:00

and now i can smile again. :)

viewer's discretion is advised

2009-06-19T17:29:00.005+08:00

wednesday, 17th june 2009 was one day full of misfortunes!

1) i woke up early....but wasted my time doing dunno what that i was late in the end. had to take the cab to coll. bloody cab driver took the wrong way. reached coll right on the dot, just in time for my psychological test nonsense.

2) psych test was shitty. i kept skipping questions without knowing and circled most of my answers wrongly...wasted time liquidpaper-ing the answers. yes, am very anal about neatness. eyes were @.@ by the time i was done with the test.

3) had to go all the way back to mainblock to meet mich, emma n nessa for L4D! but while i was walking up the stairs to meet them...*guess i was so excited cos can finally play L4D all*...i tripped. i farking tripped! rofl. squeaked 'fark' in public. :P and i didn't realise any wounds until i looked down. at first, i saw my nail polish on my big left toenail was scraped off...but then....i saw the nail buldgeing out halfway....ewwwww. i broke my toenail!!

looks horrible horrrrrrr.

4) kena laughed at by mich, emma, ella and nessa from the moment i told them what happened, in the clinic and all day! ishhh. such bytches*whom i still love of course. :P*!! had to fork out 20 bucks just for dressing. maleh.

5) some girl stepped on my foot *the other one, thank god!* while i was paying for my food. ishhh.

6) in design class, we sit on these chairs that got the table thing *can move one*. and the lap thingie fell on my head while i was trying to take my file. ish.

7) and then when i was coming out of the bus, my poor wounded toe terkena nessa's shoes.....PAINNNN!!!!

8) and i couldn't sleep most of the night cos the toe like that...finally settled for an awkward position. LOL.

and now i'm walking around like with a bandaged toe! sooooo retarded. :P

bahahaha. :P

i am such a clumsydumsy, aren't i?

whoopsie

2009-06-16T19:55:00.002+08:00

just remembered something funny that happened last week.

uncle abdon and aunty rajes who came down from aussie for my cousin, mark's wedding...met up with me for breakfast in somewhere in bangsar.

we decided to eat chinese and aunty wanted to sit outside since they don't have such 'outside stalls' in aussie.

trying to be a good niece *hehe*, i just agreed with everything...even the food they ordered.

so, while i was halfway through with my wantanmee, i suddenly felt like really full already cos i don't usually eat breakfast and i had gastric problem the week before and was just recovering from it.

in my mind, i was like praying really hard so that i can finish up my food...cos people ajak makan, then if don't finish...not nice, rite?

seconds later...guess what happened? bird poo fell on my food. LMAO. like out of nowhere, suddenly it just 'plop'-ed on my food. hahaha.

i laughed like shyt man...but inside, i was secretly thanking god for answering my littlesillyprayer.

:P

2009-06-14T22:45:00.002+08:00

the tingling feeling is back.

and it tingles whenever nirvana sings smells like teen spirit.

:P

but, i'm still skeptical though.

hmmmm.

john schlitt-there is someone

2009-06-14T22:14:00.003+08:00

As you walk the path you chose
It leaves you nowhere else to go
Your bridges burned
You think you've gone too far
You feel the life that you've been living
But there is someone who loves you
Just the way you are

There is someone
Who loves you just the way you are
There is someone
Who holds you deep within His heart
With the Father's love, He's waiting
So rush into His open arms
There is someone
Who loves you just the way you are

If you could only see yourself
Through the eyes of someone else
You'd know the love that's there
Right from the start
All your fears and doubts would melt
From the tenderness you felt
From this someone who loves you
Just the way you are

Never a shadow of turning at all
Always so faithful and true
Ready to catch you whenever you fall
He's calling out to you

*gosh, love these lyrics...: ) *

p/s: bro sang this song in church, and i cried. I CRIED. haha.

all wrapped up in the stupid ass game

2009-06-08T12:55:00.003+08:00

i want my mummy's food.

i need it soooo soooo bad.

help! :(

grrrrr you.

2009-05-30T22:04:00.002+08:00

a few i-feel-like-slapping-someone incidents have happened lately.

1) i lost my harddisk. my precious 'rachel's' is goneeeeee. :( shit man, i had around 100 movies inside there...and hundreds of songs...and not forgetting the many series i have *how i met your mother, gossipgirl, 90210, jeffdunham, russellpeters, heroes* and also my designs which i'm supposed to pass up this week. motherrrrrr! :( the farker who has it is seriously damn lucky, screw you!

2) went to church just now. and when i was walking out...some biatch approached me asking me to buy their fundraising movie tickets...and i politely said 'no thanks' *cos i mmg got not enuff money to buy it, not that i didn't want to*...and while i was walking away...she said 'mean people' out loud. wtf man. in church some more....!

ishhh, spoil my mood only. but someone made me smile just now. hehe :)

abit the off

2009-05-24T02:03:00.003+08:00

current obsessions:

1. boys over flowers. korean version. * giving the WTF look to myself*

2. electric blue.

unbelievable.

i'm in disbelief too.

wheeeeeeee!

:)

supriseeee joanne!!

2009-05-15T23:51:00.002+08:00

just came back from joanne's suprise birthday partyyyyy. :)

glad that she was REALLY suprised.

pinky sort of bluffed her that she was going off somewhere to further her studies and wanted to meet up before she left. LOL. and joanne, being the innocent person she is, actually fell for it. well, i would too if i was told so. :P

and soooo, pinky, jira, melis, joanne and i went to eden *yes, i noe. AGAIN!* for dinner. we made the place damnnnn happening with our loudness. i secretly think the workers there were glad that we left. hahaha. :P

after dinner, we suddenly felt like being naughty. ;P and i shall end my story here....

*no pics la. we were sooo happily laughing until forgot to take any pic. haha*

2009-05-14T02:04:00.002+08:00

here i am STILL in taiping. practically drained out. doing what, you may ask?
well, doing...NOTHING! i don't know whether is it the weather or my upsidedown sleeping time, but i feel extremely tired nowadays.

hence, i've started exercising! yes, this lazy-never-do-any-sports me has been actually exercising. hahaha.

ohya, i'm actually supposed to be back in kl one...but then i only have one class this week which was on monday...so daddy gave me the green light to ponteng. :)) so that's whyyyyy i'm still stuck in this shithole. sorry taiping, i love you but tooo much of you is a pain in the ass. *avoiding all the stone throwing by the taiping-ians*

nothing beneficial has been done this week so far...except exercising. LOL. ohyes, i did go out with xian en for a drink. lama tak jumpa that macho man *alex calls him that.lol* and i bumped into edward and daryl *church kaki's*... :)
went out for dinner at eden just now for some church aunty's birthday. and there was this super duper hyper 4 yr old kid named adrian who was running all over the small tiny space in the restaurant...gosh, he's so cute. and he's from uk. ada accent. somehow people with accent just catch my attention. :) and his mom, allison knew me. sh e was like...'omg, she's so big already. last time so small only' to my mum... haiyo, of course i'm big ade...expect me to still be a small kid meh? and then she said...'this reminds me of how old i am'. somehow, adults realise how old they're getting through the aging of the kids heh? :P
talking about eden, that place used to be my favourite makan place when i was small...parents used to bring me there for my birthdays...and i remember ordering chicken chop and hot chocolate every single birthday when we went there. i don't know why i liked their hot chocolate so much cos i hate hot chocolate now. in fact, i used to get stomach ache after eating there everytime. lol.

news, i like: sushan, my ex-classmate from highschool has come to HELP! yay. she got a scholarship from thestar and she's gonna do masscomm. and guess what? so ngam im gonna do 2 masscomm subjects as my electives this sem...and we're taking one same subject! omg, damn cun rite?? :) sooo happie to have a taiping friend in the same class with me.
looking forward to having fun with you, sushan. :)

cilipadi

2009-05-13T02:02:00.003+08:00

so this is a conversation i had with kiavin on msn just now:

Kia Vin says:
u no need do la
dun take 220
hahaha
rachel the creature says:
duno wana do or not oso
whyyyyyyy?
u dowanna see me la now
Kia Vin says:
hahah so smart
no la
do la do la
rachel the creature says:
haha
Kia Vin says:
i miss ur cili padi face
hahahaa
rachel the creature says:
my cili padi face???
HAHA
i have a cili padi face?
Kia Vin says:
ok not ur face
ur height
hahahahhaa
rachel the creature says:
WHAT?
*smack*
Kia Vin says:
true wert
small
but pedas
simply whack ppl
rachel the creature says:
hahah
u wait!. monday u gona kena.

yes, i noe this is like LAME-O...but he called me cilipadi!! u are so gona kena, kiavin!HAHA. yess, i love whacking kiavin n logan in class. although they like to talk crap and bully me...i can actually study when i'm sitting with them compared to when im sitting with my gurlfrens...cos those crazee gurls make me hyper. i still love youuu: emma, mich, ella and nessa. :)

that's them...the ones in blue n white. :P

and now kiavin's happy cos i'm giving him chupachups on monday. =.=

pardon me for not updating you on the penang trip. shall do it the next post. waiting for pics! :)

2009-05-13T00:05:00.002+08:00

kena tagged by vince:

*i noe this is like more than a month late but i just read ur blog, vince! sorrryyy. ;)*

Use the first letter of your name to answer each of the following questions.
What is your name: rachel :)
A four letter word: robe
A boy’s name: roger. *i miss lepak-ing with you n the other two musketeers!*
A girl’s name: ruby ruby ruby ruby *ex-housemate*
An occupation: rubbish collector? ahahah.
A color: red *nail polish.love em*
Something you’ll wear: a ring. :)
A food: roasted chicken. yum yum.
Something found in the bathroom: rubber ducky? haha.
A place: russia
A reason for being late: it was Raining. ;)
Something you’d shout: ROARRRR. lol.
A movie title: raising helen. nice movie.
Something you drink: ribena. haha
A musical group: rage against the machine!!
An animal: rabbit. i miss my floppy and loppy~~
A street name: i have no freaking idea. Rachel Street 90210? haha.
A type of car: rolls royce.
The title of a song: right round by flo-rida. *youuuuu spinnnn myyyy headdd righttt roundddd....*

i tag...
lei sulin meiyen *just because i miss you babes*

2009-05-07T16:11:00.002+08:00

am about to leave taiping in a short while for the pearl of the orient :)

but just wanted to tell you people that i am soooo into kevjumba.

omg omg, just love watching him on youtube. check him out!

:))))

and here i come again

2009-05-06T22:52:00.002+08:00

tomorrow, tomorrow, i love youuuuu tomorrow.....

cos we're going to penanggggg tomorrow !!!!

after wasting two weeks doing nothing...them kl peeps are finally coming up to save me. haha :)

see you tomorrow, mich & ken & alan & vince & victor & xueying!!

we shall paint penang red, blue, green, black, white, yellow, orange...!!

woo hoo.

~~~

today was pretty fun as i finally went out with friends today.

met up with alex dalin, neldo dodo, enghooi the small kid and their friend kris. we watched xmen at taipingsentral. :)

felt good cos today i finally managed to belanja alex for his burfday. long time never belanja people ade cos im always broke. *i blame it on the malls. hehe*

2009-05-05T03:29:00.002+08:00

here's a confession:

it's open. the door is open. and it's open for you. come in now before it closes.

;)

happy are those who have not seen yet believe

2009-05-05T01:27:00.003+08:00

today's been a mix of emotions.

woke up at 2.30pm *nice life, heh?*

then went driving around the church car park while daddy met up with some dude.

since the car park was empty shit... i felt so care-free. turn here turn there reverse here reverse there like nobody's business.

i guess that's partly due to the fact that i've not driven for months !

that was the happy part of my day.

and then daddy got an sms. someone's brother died. and he's only 20.

at first, i was like....poor thing, he's only 20. and then it hit me...i'm gonna be 20 this year too.

i decided to follow my parents to the house to pay our last respects.and when i entered the house...i saw his picture. i know him! i've seen him before...somewhere, but i couldn't seem to retrace back where.

it saddens me even more to see a peer lose his life a such a young age...to leave the world when u've just started figuring things out. what's even more sad about rita's brother death was that they lost their father just seven months ago...and her brother came back from kl to support the family since he was the eldest son.

when i heard that from rita...my heart dropped. i really don't know how they're gonna pull through this tragedy with nothing to fall back on but i sure hope with god's grace that everthing would be fine for them.

i guess i should be really grateful for the life i have. i don't think i've appreaciated most of what i have.in fact, i have sooooo much compared to other people whose life seems so much topsy turvy than mine. i've been so caught up with the world, always wanting more than i can actually afford...that i lacked in just being thankful for the many things that i do have: a loving family, great friends, being able to go to further my education, a nice homely home, and most importantly i always have something to fall back on when everything seems out of place. i have jesus. :)

.:. R.I.P. Samson .:.

2009-05-04T00:10:00.002+08:00

so friday's shopping with mommy was not baddddd.

bought some really nice stuff *hint hint: sexayyy top. :P*

can u guess how semangat me n my mum were to shop?

we were at the blardy mall before 9am. LOL. yes, before the damn shops were opened! *that's actually cos dad had to conduct a seminar at 9.30am.so he had no choice but to drop us there*

luckily starbucks open at 9am. soooo, went there and goyang kaki for 1 and half hours. i actually slept in starbucks. was soooo sleepy. oh yess, try their new dark berry mocha *damnnnn nice!*

and at 10.30am sharp...we both got up and walked walked walked try baju here try baju there walked walked walked *!^(#~ till i didn't even want to enter any more shops. *wow, first time for me the shop addict*

all in all, im glad i could spend some time with mommy doing what we love best: raiding the malls. =)

~~

pizza hut's service in tpg sucks big time.

and i lost my temper there yesterday.

blardy workers are damn lembab. we actually waited for more than 30 minutes just to get our orders. can u believe it?!

i dunno how daddie can be so patient. i guess i inherited my short-temperedness from mommy cos she asked for the manager...and complained kau kau. haha. wasted she didn't know dat can ask for everything free. sooo we only didn't have to pay service charge. maleh.

~~~

i can't wait for my kl peeps to come to tpg!!! hopefully everything goes according to the plan *if they can actually come up with one. haha. crossing fingers*

u people better come and save me from boredom!!! :S

bla.x3

2009-04-30T02:45:00.003+08:00

2 and a half months(plus/minus).

gosh, has it been that long?

i guess it has really been that long, cos i seriously dunno what to blog ade.

much much much. and much has happened over the course of these two months.

it's been pretty hectic. tiring. sucky. moody. crazy. bitchy. and yet i duno what to tell you.

no no, i'm gonna make myself do this. here it goes:

* cried over patch's sudden going away.

* waved goodbye to my best friend who's gone totally indian now =P

* gone so much closer to my darling mayling. drink drank drunk with her alot. MOS awaits us! :)

* movies. movies. movies.

* stupid laptop crashed at the 'best' moment when i had all my assignments due.

and now that it's all over...i feel so lost.

i've been reading other people's blogs for the past two hours...

people are so happy, they're having a blast, having a LIFE.

and what am i doing? NOTHING.

shyt, i hate being on holidays. i wanna go back to coll.

i miss all the busy-ness.

i miss being busy? yes, i think i do.

the adrenaline rush i get from not having enough time, yet giving it my all and getting awesome results out of it...

fun, rite? hehe.

i must be crazy. lol.

~~~

i can't wait for friiiidayyyyy. shopping with mommy!! she promised :)

Cacioppo, Hawkley & Benson (2003)

2009-02-17T01:47:00.004+08:00

'lonely individuals exhibit sleep problems.'

*gasp!*

me is the lonely-ze?

what gawd no!

who you ? to bull me shit

gots to kill the lonely-zeness dang.

come, fly with me.can?

bamm the snihzits.bamm bamm.

references: fark APA.

2009-02-14T23:08:00.002+08:00

some one said that i've become very lazy. that idiot that said that i'm lazy cos i didn't update my blog like gila lama. haha. faizal, shardap la you! =P

and another some one said that my blog sudah berkulat. haha. that some one got blog ade!! woohooo. check out www.welovegreenhouse.blogspot.com . john, u damn like your taman hor? haha.

anyway, although the day's gonna end in less than an hour...happie valentine's dayyyyy!!! love you all, nice creatures! : )

and here it goes again...

2009-01-12T18:02:00.002+08:00

i thought this sem would not be as bad as last sem...
but i guess not. this sem is crazy!!! gila banyak projects and assignments...so much for hoping, huh??
and it's only week 2. i noe i complain alot, but u seriously would not want to be in my position...but then again, without all these craziness, i would not have a life. i guess.
bear with me, i'm really trying to be a lil more optimistic. at least for now.

if u've been wondering why i don't upload any more pics, that's because my phone camera punya button spoil ade. =( duno what happened. like emma said, i mmg tak ngam with camera's one.
speaking about cams, my dad got me a new webcam *cos my old built in one rosak d.there, u see. i mmg no luck with cams*. i wonder how long this webcam will last *touch wood*

OKIE. gotta start planning my timetable for this semester. dun wana screw up. =

second time, hopefully the last

2009-01-10T12:19:00.002+08:00

i lost my pencil box AGAIN for the second time in 3 months. how lucky is that?? hmmph, for those who have seen my pencil box, you would know that i have the complete stationery set; every single thing: from ruler to pen to stapler to glue to scissors to tape to highlighter to liquid paper to whatever lah. i used to have the 'whatever you need, you can get it from me'-kind-of-pencil-box. and yesterday i had to buy everything again.... sobs. hopefully *crossing fingers* i won't lose it again...!!!

one of the things i wanna do before i die

2009-01-07T22:35:00.002+08:00

today we had a blardy 6 hour break in between classes, so mich and i followed emma on a joyride to pick up her siblings, kira and baim from school and sent them back to their house in kota kemuning *damn freaking far!* as usual, there was a jam on the way back to her house. and as i was daydreaming in the back seat *with the damn seatbelt on*, i suddenly thought of ambulances. i bet you know that we have to give way to those ambulance with the sirens on rite?
thinking about the ambulance, i imagined us driving the ambulance with the sirens on *for fun* so that we can get past the traffic jam in a jiffy. dat will be totally cool !!! now have to go find out if i know any ambulance drivers or not. =P or we could just curi an ambulance one day, just for the thrill. =) *sneaky ideas going through my mind like crazieeee now*

just so you know

2009-01-06T22:55:00.003+08:00

gosh, it's been awhile since i've updated you with my rantings. and yes, much has happened over the period of my absence here.

after my finals *which weren't as bad as i had expected it to be* were over, i was back home in taiping. and since it was the xmas season, most of the time spent was about xmas. i did come back to kl for dinesh and debbie's wedding *which was so so awesome, one of the best weddings i've ever attended*. i drank like nobody's business and danced crazily.=) also got to meet up with edel, whom i knew when i was about 5 or 6. we used to love archie and watch cartoons together.haha. she's from newzealand, so it was nice seeing her all grown up.=)

from carolling and christmas cookies and christmas parties and turkeys and lambs and wine and more wine and food and dressing up*this year's theme for me was sexayyy*, xmas this year was indeed great cos i spent it with people whom i love and care about. =)

carolling at tesco~

oh guessed what, i can now marinate lamb and chicken!! bahahaha. it was indeed fun preparing for the barbeque we had in church... we had no choice but to have a barbeque cos tesco smartly gave us a rm150 tesco voucher for carolling there. though we were disappointed with tesco for ONLY giving us rm150 and of all things A VOUCHER, we had lots of fun shopping for the food. =)

ahhhh, another year has come and gone just like that. i wouldn't say that 2008 was my best year.i made a lot of stupid decisions and did some stuff which i'm not really proud of. but oh well, shit happens. haha. =P

and i'm so glad it's 2009 already. i've decided that i'm going to do things differently this year. i know it's only 6 days into the new year but i'm pretty serious about these changes i wanna make. so far so good. =)

ooooh, did i tell you that i'm staying in bangsar now. i've moved in with ella and vanessa...and i'm loving it here already. it's so nice having a roommate and housemates. they're such nice people.=) i do miss aunty rosalind and nevy *the maid who always laugh when she sees me*.i shall say no more bout them *or else il start tearing*

p/s: i'm glad we're close again. =)

bla bla bla

2008-12-05T00:58:00.002+08:00

done with them ASSignments for the sem. but guess what?.

finals on next tuesday onwards. *great. just great*

and guess what i've been doing for the past two hours?.

reading people's blogs. *applause*

wtf rach. get a grip of urself.

ok, back to stress.

p/s: see u peeps in taiping. will be back on the 15th.

why am i feeling like this again?

2008-11-19T23:57:00.006+08:00

i've just wasted 4 hours doing nothing...and don't get me started on the number of classes i've missed this week. somehow i've lost my cheery mood, my appetite, my motivation to studee, i get tired like damn easily, i get pissed off damn easily too.....SERIOUSLY, what is wrong with me???where are you , Rachel??? whereeeeeeee??=(

okay, i just had to blurt that out. now, i feel better...
i guess i'm pretty affected by the fact that i have to move out soon and find a new place to stay. the best part is....i have yet to find a place.so, yes, i'm going to be homeless in december. if u see me sleeping on the streets, do say hello okay.
i'm seriously sad that i have to move out. staying with aunty for more than one year has been great. you see, i'm not attached to anyone...so yeah, the only TLC i get is from aunty and her family.and now, when i move out.....who's gonna gimme the TLC that i seriously need???yes, daddy and mummy do call but.....u get what i mean, right?
i really dunno how i'm going to find a place...i dun wana simply choose a place to stay...and then later suffer like i did last time in brickfields.no way that's going to happen again! *i shall gossip about my brickfields story another time*

alright, enough of my sob story....
yest was xueying's birthday....and we all went to souled out, sri hartamas for dinner! *i love that place*

xueying and i. *happy birthday syg!*

eeeeeek, so cute. =)

yum yum, my margarita!~

mich's oxidated apple martini. so fugly looking. hehe.

and that's us girls...finally a picture with tiffany after so long trying to get her to show her face to the camera *the one on the right* =)))

it was fun dining at souled out...i just love the customer service there.they're so freaking friendly. =)but u shud have seen the bill....rm645.75 for 15 people. hehehe.

everything went on just fine until we heard an announcement about someone's car...turned out it was emma's car...and guess what happened?? one of her windows kena smashed...but the funny thing is....the fucker who did it didn't steal anything, not even the smart tag. what a dumbass!!

the lesson we learnt from this incident: valet park next time!! wasted i dun have a pic of the smashed car to *gasp* you.

i guess it's back to assignments time! *yay!* let the cursing begin... XD

back there and now back here again.

2008-11-17T20:18:00.007+08:00

after 1 and a half months of not being able to go home, i finally went back to taiping last friday...
coincidently, it was mel's bday on friday....
and we (joanne, yiphing and i) suprised her at legend inn hotel.
she was indeed suprised and very happy cos she thought everyone didn't give a damn about her birthday...she was actually feeling depressed and sad on that day!! haha. well, we love u, mel!! =)

it's tradition to smear icing on the face. =P

after dinner, we all went to taiping sentral *the most 'happening' place in taiping* to watch madagascar 2 *i watched this movie two days in a row*...since we were there 2 hours before the actual timing, we decided to go and check out the karaoke place in sentral...we were only supposed to see the prices and all...but ended up singing in the jukebox!! it's only rm1 for one song! can u believe it?! *i so wanna move back to taiping now!* yiphing had to go home to study for stpm though. too bad she couldn't join us in the jukebox. it would have been more fun with her! =) *all the best in ur exams pinky!*

us in the jukebox =)

this trip back to taiping was all about celebration of people's bday. on sat nite, we celebrated aunty irene's burfday at peng aun. =)
and then yesterday, we suprised mum with an ice-cream cake and lots of ice-cream. =)

today was a very nerve-wrecking day. i had to wake up at 5.30am to catch the 6.30am bus back to KL...thought there won't be any delay, but then i only reached kl about 11am. had to rush like crazy cos i had to attend an interview at 1pm. i panicked cos i thought i would not reach in time... thank god daddy allowed me to take a cab home from puduraya *the bloody cab driver charged me rm25!!!* when i reached home, i bathed, changed, and got ready in 15 minutes *can u believe it?* and i was out on another cab 10 minutes later *another rm10 bucks gone!*

the interview i attended was the hp & amd scholarship one. i was shortlisted as one of the finalist *was one of the 10 selected out of 5000 applicants!* damn, i feel so proud of myself. =)
the best thing was....when i was about to leave, they gave me a goodie bag....
and u know what was in the goodie bag....?

THIS:

a brand new WESTERN DIGITAL 160GB external hard disk drive!! *gasp*
luckily i didn't buy my own one...i almost bought one recently.

and another big box full of small xmas gifts...=))))))

i'm so happy right now, and i wanna thank god for providing in ways i could never think of. =)

~~~~~~~~~~
happie burfday, mummy!!!

i love u! =) muax.

old ass shit

2008-11-12T11:41:00.015+08:00

before i bore you with my acp project story....
here's more pictures from halloween! =)

mich, vince and i...*he's supposed to be some terrorist or something like that*

and that's BURN, who's been burnt into a HOOD-ish vampire. LOL.

julian was dressed up as the DUDE in tropic thunder. look at serli's mask! so cuteeeee.=)

we took a pic with a gorilla!! lol.

sandwiched between two she-devils. hehe.=)

and this has nothing to do with halloween.....

mich's AUNTY PURSE which jinle gave to her. LOL *sorrehh jinle, but it is very aunty-ish* runs away!!!*

~ohshit, i've got a meeting to attend now!~

shall tell u the acp project story another time kay??

....till then, here's the pictures after our visit to shelter home 2 (a home for teenage girls)

we went to WONDERMILK!! =)

magical MELANIA, enthusiastic OCELLA, orangy OGA...and radiant RACHEL *chokes*

carebear CHARISSA, me, mel and oga =)

ella, me and EVER *super perasan* ENCHANTING emma. lol

and that's us again camwhoring at WONDERMILK, our new favourite place. =)

ella ella eh eh eh... =)

cuppacakes!!!!!

these indons....*shakes head* heheh.

OMFG....so cuteeeee!!!

*shit damn late for meeting!!*

the one thing that kept me awake.

2008-11-04T22:00:00.004+08:00

yes, coca-cola kept me awake throughout that night, where i was going nuts doing 3 assignments...23rd october 2008, i shall remember THAT night!!! bpsych august 08 intake students will understand what im talking about. haha.

this pic is dedicated to MISS COKE ADDICT, michelle mong wai peng. =)

this is for you

2008-11-03T20:50:00.002+08:00

hellooooooooooooooooooooooo.
i've been so busy lately...*i'm still busy*

but some people have been asking why have i not updated my blog....

so, faizal....this is for u. LOL.

halloween night 08

stop calling me sweetie!!!! *kicks*

taggerytaggggg.

2008-10-16T22:09:00.002+08:00

Name: squishmyassifyouwantto
Sisters: i wish.
Brothers: one dumbass one.
Shoe size: between 4 and 5. sucks big time!
Height: 155cm-ish.i think.
Where do you live: i stay in kl, but i'll forever live in taiping. *wink*

Have you ever..
Been on a plane: next week, i will. yay!.
Swam in the ocean: if u call holding onto mich like i'm going to drown anytime soon with a stupifd life jacket that made me look like a fool and paddling around....swimming, then yes? lol.
Fallen asleep at school: nope, i had to pretend to be a role model. =P
Broken someone's heart: sorry, but no regrets.
Fell off your chair: yeah, very the unstable.
Saved e-mails: for what?
What is your room like: BORING.
Do you believe in love at first sight: nehhh.

Who was / were the last person(s)..
You danced with: mel and joanne.bhangra! lol.
Last made you smile: ralfie, who sang chinese songs to me just now. lol.

Today did you..
Talk to someone you like: unfortunately, nope.
Kissed anyone: *smooch* there, i just did.
Get sick: in the morning? yeahh.
Talk to an ex: nope, don't wish to.
Miss someone: yeahhhh. i miss mayling! yay. gonna see u tmrw! =)
Eat: didn't eat lunch but over ate for dinner. now, i feel so bloated up.
Drink asparagus juice: bleh, never!
Talk to a hot German boy: sadly, no.
Pay attention in lectures: i didnt have lecture today. i had a stupid tutorial class where we did nothing but sat down and stone.
Meet the man of your dreams and end up finding out he likes your best friend instead and stabbed him with a spork till he bled and stained your shoes and made you cry: damn i wish i had.that wud be fun. =P

Is there a person who is on your mind now: for now, zac zac cos that mangkuk just called me. lol.
Do you want children: yes please.i want camillus and claire as my kids.=)
Do you like your hand-writing: am proud of it.=)
Are your toe nails painted: it is now. dark blue.
Whose bed other than yours would you rather sleep in: my parent's bed. hehe.
When did you cry last: erm, last week i think. damn emo. =P
Are you a friendly person: what say u?
Where is the person you have feelings for right now: no freaking idea.*wonders who's that guy*
Have you ever crawled through a window:haha.yeah.in penang.
Can you handle the truth: what truth?
Who was the last person you cried in front of: my dad.. blegh.
Do you eat healthy: i try to. but cannot la....cannot resist mcd.
Do you still have pictures of you & your ex: erm, nope.
Have you ever cried because of something someone said to you: yea, hate her for that.
Are you loud or quiet most of the time: quiet i guess.
Are you confident: it depends. ~~
Are you controlling: haha, i can be if i want to.

5 things I was doing 10 years ago :
-fighting with my bro everyday. haha.
-being stalked by seniors in school who liked my bro. *wth rite*
-talking to juliana in class all day long about briefs. haha.
-freaking out over worms.
-screwing up my pts paper.haha.

5 things I would do if I were a billionaire :(in chronological order)
-holidayyyyy around the world
-go to africa and help all the poor people there. =)
-own a mall, so i can just shop till i literally drop. haha
-go hunting for my other half. =P
-camwhore on every newpaper, magazine, website. haha.

5 jobs I've had :
-student part-timer at help CMD
-stoner
-loner
-daydreamer
-does doing house chores count?

5 people I tag/want to annoy with pointless things like this:
-lei
-sulin
-meiyen
-alan
-vince

me likey

2008-10-16T21:56:00.002+08:00

a rainbow in the city?? i never knew i would be able to see one of the marvels of God's creation on a Monday evening; on a Monday evening where i felt so low...

seeing that made me *smile* like this.....

aww, camillus is so cute. =))))

zapppp, back to reality. time for assignments. blah.

no secrets please.

2008-10-09T18:01:00.002+08:00

i slept with the lights on last night...that is such a first *i usually must sleep in total darkness*
and i left my laptop on the whole night also...
that's because i fell asleep after finishing one of my assignments.
was supposed to take a nap before i started on my 2nd assignment, A NAP, but ended up sleeping all night thru....with the damn lights on!!
haha. yes people, that's how tired i am these days.
and then i woke up late....was supposed to reach coll by 8am to do experiment with emma but i woke up with a big headache. i finally got out of bed around 9smth and reached late for my 10am replacement class *45minutes late!10-3pm class okay, the same subject for 5 hours!*

i entered class thru the back door thinking that emma and mich will be sitting quite behind...but they were in front. damn malu okay...have to walk all the way to the front when the lecturer was talking. nevermind about that...i sat down for like 10 minutes and then miss nik said..'okay class, u can have a 5 minutes break now.' maleh, come class ade got break. haha.

then when emma and mich went downstairs to get food, miss nik started class again. 10 minutes later, emma messages me saying, 'we're eating outside. come now.' without thinking twice, i terus got up and walked out of the class and there we were, 3 of us, sitting on the floor eating bread and talking stories *our stories damn endless wan* around 20 minutes later, everyone started coming out of class and told us that got half an hour break now.

we came out of class early for our group counseling *me, emma, siyan, burn, anne, serli, julian, nicholas*....the counseling session was actually fun. =) gan and urmela, our counselors are nice people. we actually learnt alot from our counseling session. =) *can't wait for next week's session*

ohya, i just found out that one of my close friends has a new gf but he did not tell us!!! HOW DARE YOU, ******!! i'm so gonna smack you, ******!! hahaha. be afraid, be very afraid *growls*

~~~
emma says my turn's coming up... but somehow i'm not sure. *cross fingers*

p/s: i lost my nose stud....so no more nose piercing ade. =( can't wait to pierce it again...!

i miss you, feeling

2008-10-08T18:54:00.002+08:00

have you woke up with that tingling feeling in you...
that tingling feeling that makes you smile....
that tingling feeling that gives you a reason to live another day...
that tingling feeling that makes you feel like hugging everyone you know...
that tingling feeling that gives you happy tears; tears of joy.....??

well, i used to have it....

but it's been GONE for quite some time. gone. G.O.N.E. pooof! =((

motivationnnnnnnn!!! please come back!

exit: light, enter: night

2008-10-07T18:59:00.002+08:00

been really stressed up nowadays...
my few days in taiping was so not fun like how i imagined it would be...didnt get to meet up with ALL my friends...then i had to study and do work but thanks to my procrastination, i have not completed my assignments which are all due this friday *shit*...
and now classes have started back again...it's soooo tiring..i dread mornings when alarm rings....blegh.
it's come to the point where everyday when i wake up, i straightaway look forward to when i can sleep. which makes me realise....what a life i have.it shouldn't be like this at all!! grrr. =(

anyway, monday (yesterday) was a nice day despite me being super duper exhausted *i travelled back to kl at 4am, reached kl at 7am, slept awhile till 8am, had class from 10-3pm, group meeting till 5pm, came home roun 6smth only!*
well, it was a nice day thanks to some distractions *that distracted me ALOT.hehe.* and some good news from SHELTER HOME. =))))

some how, my very close friends think that there's progress in something...but i don't think so. i don't know why, but it seems so easy for everyone around me except for ME...why do i have to try so hard? i don't think i can cope for long. *sniffs*

gotta get back to my assignments now...wish me luck!

sniffs

2008-09-30T11:28:00.002+08:00

sometimes i wonder why i'm friends with you.......

....especially now.

going back to peace.

2008-09-29T23:21:00.003+08:00

ah yes, after the long wait...

i can finally go back for a few days, a few days before the whole ALLWORKANDNOPLAY life starts..blegh.

*i wanna hug my peeps*
*i wanna kiss my patch*
*i wanna irritate my parents with my endless stories!*
*i wanna sleep like there's no tomorrow*
*i wanna watch horror movies with joanne*
*i wanna do illegal stuff*
*i wanna lepak at taiping sentral*
*i wanna sip taiping's starbucks.slurpslurp*
*i wanna lepak lepak lepak*
*i wanna do assignments NOT*but i have too.deadlines, i hate you!*

so guys, i'll be either at home or at starbucks doing my assignments during the day and when darkness comes...call me. =))

flames to dust

2008-09-28T22:07:00.003+08:00

i bummed into an old friend at 1u just now *finally watched mamma mia!!=)*
i've known her since tadika and we were best friends in standard 3*that's like 10 years ago!*...but when we met just now...it was super awkward.
i didn't even know what to say. damn. weird moment of the day.

i finally got to sleeeeep last night, infact i overslept...i do feel bad for sleeping instead of catching up on my studies and yes, assignments *again!*....but thinking about it, i think i sort of deserved that 13 hours of sleep.hehe.this week has been pretty hectic...i dread waking up for 8am classes *screw em!* ...but it's only the beginning and october's gonna be more hectic and crazieee....you should see the list of assignments that's due in october *don't wanna think about it!* plus i'm gonna be travelling every weekend in october *check out www.h-factor.info =)*
but but.....i'm truly grateful cos i'm doing what i love. and that's what's most important, rite?

stay

2008-09-24T20:49:00.003+08:00

yesterday was one hell of a topsy-turvy day. i have no idea what happened to me but i was really OFF. i was talking cock the whole day especially after the experiment....it came to a point that even emma and mich asked me, 'who are you and what have to done to the rachel we know?' hahaha. and i believe it is all due to the blardy 8am classes. stupid shit, 8am classes really tires me out....i'm so not a morning person okay.
kay, enuf of complaints....hehe.

although i was so crappy yesterday, it was fun chilling with my peeps.
it was also oga's bday yesterday *much love to u oga!*

ohya, incase you're wondering....i'm addicted to stay by estrella.....keep on playing that song over and over again. i noe, i'm such a retard.

......shit, i just realised that time is passing so fast...and i need to fin up my movie review *farktard assignment.dun even und the blardy ques!*

p/s: i need my motivation. whereeeeeee areeeeee yoouuuuuuuu????

wink wink

2008-09-22T23:17:00.001+08:00

at this moment, i am feeling very very happieeeeeee.=))))))

woohoo!!

2008-09-20T18:35:00.003+08:00

went for lunch at ikea just now...

mich ate the swedish meatballs and i ate the chicken leg with swedish herb and lemon sauce *dunno correct or not the name*...

the food was yummy....

but what fascinated me the most was the food trolley!!!!

damn cooooool okay. i noe i'm being jakun and all....but it's sooo cute, the trolley.

u shud have seen my jakun face pushing the trolley around. haha.

didn't take a pic of it though, we were too hungry and lazy to take a pic. =)

but i found a pic of it on google *i wonder what'll happen to me if there's no google*

so cute! heheehe.

i wished i was back home in taiping now. everyone's gone back for alwyn's wedding. it's like the wedding of the year. everyone's there except me.

thank u movie fest for ruining my weekend.!!!!! =(

since i have such a lot of time, i guess i'm going to read biopsych now. what a life, huh?

stupid weather

2008-09-18T23:17:00.004+08:00

rain, where are you when i need you?

di-tag-kan oleh lei!

2008-09-18T23:17:00.003+08:00

If you could spend one ringgit in 5 minutes, what would you spend on?
Chupachups Lolipop Cola Flavour!i still get to save 30cents! =)

What is your most favorite thing to do?
Doing illegal stuff, knowing that i can get caught anytime. hehe.

What kind of news do you read?
erm, first its gotta be about football, then politics, then gossips of course! =P

What would you give up in return to eat all you want in the world and not get fat?
i would give up nothing 'cos i mmg can't get fat one.

Is there someone in your heart right now?
of course. i loveee you people.=)

Do you believe you can survive without money?
errr, NOOO!! i'm a shopaholic, i admit.

What are you afraid to lose the most?
my family.love em.~

What do you feel like doing right now?
i feel like talking on the phone.

If there's someone that you love, would you confess to him/her?
yea man. =)

What are the requirements that you wish from your other half?
gosh, BANYAK wei!! basically, same religion-independent-honest-TRUSTABLE.....and the list goes on and on and on....

What is the thing that will make you think he/she is bad?
when he/she has an attitude problem.

If you had to eat one thing for the rest of your life, what would it be?
mummy's herbal soup with hard boiled egg and those orange thingie.

If you had a choice to be rich or happy, which one would you pick?
i'd rather be happy, for sure.

If you have a chance, which part of your character you would like to change?
the part in me that makes me LAZY and PROCRASTINATE.

Who is the person that you can share all your problems with?
GOD.=) he's such a good listener.

How do you see yourself in 10 years time?
married with a kid,a great husband and a cun-ted career.=)

What is the one thing you love about yourself?
the fact that i'm loved by so many people.=)

If you can bring only one thing along with you to another world, what would it be?
probably education. Nelson Mandela once said, "Education is a powerful weapon which you can use to change the world." i'm gonna change that world and make it revolve around me! LOL.

7 Tags
-has
-lei
-sl
-yenn
-kal
-yape! miss u, my biatch.=)

vince tagged me!! =)

2008-09-16T21:17:00.004+08:00

awwww, vince tagged me!!! first time being tagged *i think* =)))
so, here it goes...

6 Things I'm Passionate About:
-GOD and all that he has in store for me.
-my family.love em to bits.
-psych. =)
-p7.miss em loads.
-taiping. missing home right now! =S
-does shopping count??

6 Books I've Read Recently:
-My Sister's Keeper by Jodi Piccoult
-Jonathan Livingston Seagull by Richard Bach
-Hidden by Cathy Glass
-Damaged by Cathy Glass
-The Alchemist by Paulo Coelho
-One Dance in Paris by Julia Holden

6 Songs That I Can Listen To Again and Again:
-Halo by Bethany Joy Lenz
-Love Hurts by Incubus
-Off He Goes by Pearl Jam
-With or Without You by U2
-Still by Hillsongs
-Stay by Estrella

Things I Learned In The Past Year:
-love sucks.
-my college friends are a bunch of crazieeeee people.haha.
-i love my parents very much =)
-sometimes you just don't get what you want
-i'm a movie addict.and a shopaholic.
-jesus loves me.=)

6 Bloggers I Tag:
-lei
-yenn
-sulin
-leonard
-daryll *sorry for not linking you.hehe*
-karfei

=)))))

oh yes, HAPPIE BURFDAY OOI COOKIES!!! =)))) LURVEEEEE YOU.=)

too good to be true

2008-09-15T21:05:00.003+08:00

i'm so sorry about my previous post... i just had to let out all that i was feeling inside... couldn't stand keeping it boiling inside.i'm glad i did it, cos i feel so much better now.

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today i had my first tutorial for biopsych. miss winnie was not bad, she's pretty laid back and she's just a few years older than us...so i guess that explains why we could 'click' with her. well, she had this 'competition' in class today...she broke us up into two groups...and the game was 'hangman'.lol. we had to guess the cranial nerves of the brain.WTF rite...well, i learnt new terms today...hypoglossal, vestibulocochlear, trigeminal, glossopharyngeal, etc. don't ask me what they are...cos i don't have a clue...i skipped that part while revising my notes the previous day...*reminder to self: learn up the cranial nerves!!*...ohya, bout the competition....my group won of course!!! =)))) and i'm glad i managed to contribute to our winning.=)

here's what we got as our 'prize' for winning::

some 'i dunno what to call it' thing from vietnam.it tastes like asam.

we also got a box of mooncake...but we didn't know how to distribute it...so we ended up giving it to someone...

i had a lot of 'distractions' during research methodology class.
first, my contacts were giving me discomfort. stupid contacts.
second, the class was too full. i felt like i was at some motivation seminar or smth like that. not condusive for learning at all!
third, mich kept sleeping off..and that made me sleepy as well.
fourth, i was so hungry!! didn't eat at all the whole morning *cos i woke up late.tak sempat*
fifth, i was sitting right at the back *hate being short.couldn't see properly*
and lastly, HE-whom-i-don't-know-YET was soooooo bloody hot.couldn't stop staring.=P *guess that's why my eyes were feeling so pain.hehe*

i thought i could catch up what i miss in class today* thanks to the oh-so-many distractions* at home....but the textbook were sold out! damn... next week popquiz!! how??

priorities

2008-09-14T18:29:00.002+08:00

i'm just so fed up with your endless SHIT..
i'm tired of being your messenger...
i've had enough of you screwing my life up as well.
can you do things for yourself YOURSELF??
you've gotta learn...
and i'm gonna teach you.

deal with it,
the effing hard way.

btw, we have our own lives to deal with you know
and our lives do not effing revolve around yours.
your problems are yours, not mine.
i know i'm supposed to be a friend,
but get over with it for heaven's sake.

i'm done being your pet. DONE.

kebodohan and LLAME-ness with double L

2008-09-10T22:50:00.006+08:00

picture was taken today from the inside of mich's car...she slammed the door with part of the tree in it!!!!lawak sial...well, it wouldn't be michelle without some 'moo-dohan'.=P

this is emma's mechanical pencil *she got it for free*....that paper thing is actually a scroll that comes out of the pencil. HOW RIDICULOUS?? who would want some scroll-y thingie in a pencil with the PM's face on it?????LLAME!!!!!!! the idea of the scroll thing is great, but who gives a shit about agriculture?? put some rock band pic or smth more interesting and beneficial, then only cun-ted ma..emma, i know deep down you totally agree with me.hehe.

my sister's keeper

2008-09-08T23:41:00.003+08:00

"Doubt thou that the stars are fire;
Doubt thou that the sun doth move;
Doubt truth to be a liar;
But never doubt that I love."

-William Shakespeare, Hamlet

aww....=)

tomorrow got no class.yay.but not YAY.

2008-09-03T20:31:00.007+08:00

i dunno why but i've never been so excited to tell that i have college to attend...yes,the four and a half months of bumming around, dragging myself out of bed to work, wasting money and time, aimlessly lepak-ing with my not-you-again friends, staring at my comp doing nothing,late nights, late mornings, skipping work and going back to taiping for fucks is finally overrrr...don't ask me why, i myself am wondering why i feel sooooo semangat to have classes...guess it's because i've been studying continuously for the past 3/4 of life and then suddenly: no textbooks to read, no homework, no parents lecturing me to study, no timetable, no presentations, bla bla bla...cannot weh, i've missed studying. i felt like i lost myself during the past four months...suddenly going out like nobody's business...doing things that i normally won't do...was sooo not me. my mum even said "u think the house hotel ah...simply go out simply come back whatever time u like." sorrrehhh mi, but now classes have started, i'll try to stay at home as much and be a good girl *like la you gonna know my whereabouts.haha.u're a-3-hours-drive away!*

classes so far have been okay*for those who don't know,i'm studying psychology...and no,i'm not training myself to read you people's minds*...shit man, 2 hours lecture is torture!! especially when you have 4 hours class back to back with only a 5 minute break in between...today, i had a 6 hour break in between *9-10am and then 4-5.30pm*....bloody hell, waiting for 6 hours was a waste of time...the 4pm class ended at 4.50pm cos got no lecture today...and the lecturer, ms nik or whatever her name is was practically reading out whatever was on her copy of the course outline for social and business communication...i was like WTF, i waited 6 hours to hear you reading out stuff that i can actually get later from elearning??? i know it's the first class and normally there's no lecture....but then she could have used her own words to explain the course rite? luckily i was in a laughing mood or else.....BLOW!!! mich, emma and i were sitting together in class and we were practically laughing our asses off at class tadi.....and apparently, for NO reason~ must have been the car ride to cimb and 1u during our break tadi~

i know it's like only the beginning and i'm like complaining so much already.damn, i think i should get a restraining order to stop complaining for myself. i COMPLAIN too much!!! haha.

maybe i should try this .http://www.acomplaintfreeworld.org/ seems pretty cool. got bracelet one.

i hate that farker

2008-08-30T23:11:00.003+08:00

today i learnt something that i must never forget anymore..and that is to trust my instincts...yes, to trust my bloody instincts even when it's about something small. i know you said i shouldn't feel bad but if i(we) had followed my inner voice...all the shit wouldn't have happened today...well, lesson learnt. trust your instincts people!

oh how i love my hometown, MY taiping.=))

2008-08-24T18:34:00.019+08:00

yes, i come from a small town called taiping.and though it doesn't have a mall *tesco and giant doesn't count!* nor a cinema *6 screens coming soon okayyy!* and all those fabulous stuff that we can enjoy in kl...i love this place to death! there's a reason we have friends you see. so, i've been back in taiping for a week now and it was such a good time to meet up with some old friends~~

*monday, 18th august 2008*

i met up with lei, nakki, john, pipe, stefan and joel at prima for dinner...stefan came back from germany for three weeks so we decided to go to the zoo *night safari*, to see animals of course~ john didn't join us though, cos he just went to the zoo the previous week...

yerrr, snake!! hate em.

a 'beruang matahari' who couldn't sit still.hehe.

stefan!! while playing seesaw with me.haha

pipe.~i pity that thing.haha.

us~ =))))

after night safari, we went to siang malam to yumcha..and alex joined us there for awhile.=)

*tuesday, 19th august 2008*

i skipped breakfast with lei, nakki, stefan and joel 'cos i couldn't wake up.hehe.later, we went to Austin Pool to dip legs *for me and lei*, do some fishing *for nakki and kuhan* and jump into the pool to wet the rest *for stefan*.

kuhan trying his luck in fishing~~*nakki made that fishing rod by himself using bamboo!!*

lei, stefan and i while nakki and kuhan were fishing.hehe.

stefan acting 'macho'

nakki nakki nakki!

shot 1: NOT READY!

shot 2: READY!!

:::> after Austin, we still had some time to spare....so kuhan asked us whether we have gone and see a very huge waterfall....since we had no clue about it and i was in the mood of being mischievious...we headed to the waterfalls. we had to hike up abit and cross some illegal areas...and my, i never felt so grateful for risking my life because the view was CUN-TED!!!

HEAVEN!!!!

never knew it looked so great upclose~

being tired is NO EXCUSE to not camwhore *teehee*

my dear lei who broke many laws that day.=P

a very blurry view of taiping from up there.

bye bye waterfall, bye bye illegal area..we shall see you...SOON.

===i'm so freaking proud to come from taiping=== *smiles*

stuck in a moment

2008-08-24T02:38:00.006+08:00

:by u2

I direct the lyrics of this song to myself and all those who feel the same:

I'm not afraid
Of anything in this world
There's nothing you can throw at me
That I haven't already heard
I'm just trying to find
A decent melody
A song that I can sing
In my own company

I never thought you were a fool
But darling, look at you.
Ooh.You gotta stand up straight, carry your own weight'
Cause tears are going nowhere baby

You've got to get yourself together
You've got stuck in a moment
And now you can't get out of it
Don't say that later will be better
Now you're stuck in a moment
And you can't get out of it

I will not forsake
The colors that you bring
The nights you filled with fireworks
They left you with nothing
I am still enchanted
By the light you brought to me
I listen through your ears
Through your eyes I can see

You are such a fool
To worry like you do..
Oh I know it's tough
And you can never get enough
Of what you don't really need now
My, oh my

You've got to get yourself together
You've got stuck in a moment
And you can't get out of it
Oh love, look at you now
You've got yourself stuck in a moment
And you can't get out of it

I was unconscious, half asleep
The water is warm 'til you discover how deep
I wasn't jumping, for me it was a fall
It's a long way down to nothing at all

You've got to get yourself together
You've got stuck in a moment
And you can't get out of it
Don't say that later will be better
Now you're stuck in a moment
And you can't get out of it

And if the night runs over
And if the day won't last
And if your way should falter
Along this stony pass

It's just a moment
This time will pass

~~
p/s: i sure hope it will!!=) *crossing my fingers tightly*

puppies!

2008-08-20T01:55:00.015+08:00

since small, i've always had a thing for puppies....just loveeeee 'em.=)
so, when melis told me that her dog, skipper gave birth to 4 puppies (one died though, so left three only)....i was soooo excited... the following day after she told me, me and joanne went to her house right after we came back from penang...and OMFG, they're SOOOOOOOO blardy cute....

joanne and i holding fluffy, whiskey and scruffy.=)))

joanne holding fluffy, me holding whiskey and melis holding scruffy.EEEEK.

that's skipper, the mummy.

they look like teddy bears, don't they???

seeing them reminds me of last year when my dog, patch gave birth to 8 puppies (two died at birth though).....sooooo freaking adorable puppies they were....!!!!

patch and her six pupppies.=))))

the weird thing was...all six of them had same skin colour in pairs....

these are the brownish ones with black eyes...

these are the ones with a darker brown skin tone...
*the fat one on the left is oreo!*

and these are the two fully brown ones with pink noses.

that's oreo...the only one we kept for a year...then my parents nicely went and give it away to uncle george.=((((

i dunno why i just love dogs...ask me to choose between a baby and a dog/puppy...even if i'm blindfolded...i definitely choose the dog/puppy.hehe. don't ask me why....

bye bye weihan!!!!! =(

2008-08-19T19:06:00.010+08:00

this is weihan. he's ken's best friend.=) i got to know him a few weeks ago when i had to teman ken, mich and him play pool at ac...just when we're getting to know each other.*he is such a funny guy,joker sial*..he had to leave to singapore to studyyy.=((( soooo, this is a special post dedicated to you, wei han. i'm sure u'll never forget me after what happened at souled out during your farewell.hehehe.

*13 august 2008*souled out, sri hartamas.

weihan and the flaming lamborghini we ordered specially for him.

S.O.S.!!!!! *souled out shooters*

weihan feeling tipsy after his bottoms up.

after out first test tube shots.=)

S.O.S no more!! =(

what a lucky guy he is.=) mayying, mich, weihan, me and mandy.

su sheong/sheng/sheang *i didn't get ur name!!hehe sowee*, weihan and ken. the 3 best buddies.=)

so weihan, all the best in your studies...go singapore dee don't forget us ahh!!! kick u then u know.hehe...and when u're back...let us know, we go drink again kayyy.=))

my 19th~

2008-08-19T18:30:00.012+08:00

this year i decided to celebrate my bday in kl. was kinda reluctant to do so cos for the past 18 years i've always celebrated with my parents.but it turned out to be one of the best bday's ever.

it was a really packed day...: (i have no idea why got the lines)

1) mamak-ing and shisha-ing with essie, alex, cash, clara, bryan on the eve
2) mcd-ng for breakfast with emma and L
3) did manicure *first time!* with emma =)
4) lunch at pyramid with emma, L and mich
5) went to watched an orchestra at ucsi in cheras with ken, mich and jinle
6) and finally, dinner-ing at souled out.

(okay, these lines are pissing me off!!!)

and not forgetting all the wishes i got from everyone. THANXXXX FOR MAKING MY BDAY A BLAST!!! HUGS.

cuppacakes that we bought at wondermilk~~

emma, me and L....in the car~

us again at pyramid.;)

the orchestra team at ucsi.=)

jinle and me at souled out!

ken ken~~

ken,me and michhh.=))

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CLARA!!!! and me. she is sooooo CUTE!

essie and me...HOWWWWWW? haha.

ssstressss.

2008-08-15T22:53:00.003+08:00

coll's gonna start soon...i'm soo excited yet i'm scared....

the pressure to perform...i so bloody need a scholarship.=(

not only i've gotta worry bout that...but a whole lot of other stufffff.*%*^%#$#&6^%$$%^&&*

shit, some times i wished i had some one who could listen to me...

not that i don't have anyone who i can talk to...

but u get what i mean riteeeee??

!!!!!!!

sobs.

=(=(

2008-08-05T00:10:00.002+08:00

sent my laptop to the computer shop...but the friggin computer people couldn't figure out what's wrong with my laptop *i guess its' problems are way too high-class for them.haha* so, they'll be sending my laptop to the acer people. if those acer people wanna squeeze out money from my pocket *or my parents pockets* again...i'll give them effing people a piece on my mind!!! and judging from past experiences, they'd better not make me do that...!!! sorrrryyyy, but i'm just soooooo frustrated that i don't have my laptop with me.=( i sure hope it doesn't have to be reformated...or else, everything will be gone! *gasp*

my parents are taking me out for a pre birthday celebration tomorrow! yay. am really looking forward to getting out since i've been caving inside the house the whole day today. and on wednesday, i'll be back in kl.urgh. as usual, i'm always reluctant to go back...well, who isn't?? *nods together with all my taiping peeps*

and jin le, if u read this.....i think i'm finding myself again...fewhh.=)

=(

2008-08-04T00:16:00.003+08:00

haih. my laptop decided to shut up by switching itself off a few days ago...
so i guess i won't be able to be online for a while until it's been fixed...
gots lotssss of updates(very juicy ones) but i guess i'll have to keep u all on ur toes till my i get my laptop back.
damn, life without my laptop sucks. =(((((

SHOUT OUT: to cecilia!!! congrats on winning SO YOU THINK YOU CAN DANCE!!! love u!! =))))

CONDOLENCES: to brian..so sorry to hear about your bro passing away. i'm sure he's in a better place now.~

HUGS AND KISSES: to miss leow even!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY DEAR SISTHA!!! muax.love u!!!=)))

POKES: to my crazeeee LLAME peeps (emma, mich, jinle, ken, graceyy, sandy, alan)...i noe u all miss me.=P

BIATCH KISSES: to my dear P7's......eiiiii, we so have to meet up like PRONTO!...P7's like dying dee.=(

*LOVES*: to my dalin.=)misss u.

of chilliness and price tag's death

2008-07-28T22:18:00.002+08:00

on sat nite *or rather sunday early morning*, we*me, mich, ml* were out at ss2 murni *my all time fav mamak* drinking ribena longan/teh o ais limau/limau ais and sharing claypot loh si fun...well, ml had a suprise in her drink.... it was chillifieD!!!!.

LOL. well, what happened was...while eating the loh si fun, i wanted some chilli...and it was behind ml's teh o ais limau...being lazy and all to move her cup away,i just took some chilli with my fork...on it's way back to my plate/mouth, the fork tilted and i thought i drop some chilli...but i couldn't see it cos ml's cup was blocking my view...then when i removed the cup, there was no chilli!! *so dodgy weh*...so i was like 'aik, the chilli never drop eh, i thought it did' to ml who was busy eating away...she was too busy to reply me...so i ignored the fork tilting-thinking that the chilli dropped on the table incident...

after a few minutes later, while ml was drinking her teh o ais limau *man, what a long name for a drink!*, she suddenly said,'ehh, u dropped the chilli in my drink isit.patutla the drink taste so spicy*......hahaha.ooops.sorry ml...for chillifying ur drink...well, only these kind of nonsense can happen when u're with me.hehe *love u*

my next story is supposed to be a sad one.....so put on ur sad faces now, quick!!

i lost my miss selfridge price tag!!!!!! damn sad wehhh...i know it's just a price tag but it's not JUST a price tag for me....i've got memories with it kayy. =(( *sobs*.anyway, i was reading 'hidden' by cathy glass *check it out, it's a good read* while waiting for the lrt to come at bangsar...usually i'll hold my bookmark *the price tag* while reading...so when the lrt came....i sliiped my price tag at the page where i was reading and got into the lrt...since i managed to get a good spot to stand *the side of the seats*, i decided to continue reading my storybook....just as i opened the book to the page where i last read, the bookmark flew out of my hands and out it went, out of the lrt. i panicked and wanted to get it back but then i heard the 'tit-tit-tit' sound of the lrt signalling that it was going to close its doors any moment...so there i was standing helplessly,looking at my poor bookmark which was so near yet so far at that time.... and then the doors shut close *bam! somehow the doors seemed to know that i wanted my bookmark so dearly that it purposely didn't want me to have it back*....haih.i went 'shit!'...and the lady infront on me who saw the whole incident sneered at me. she bloody sneered at me. all i could give her back in return was a fake smile...trying to act cool all again, i pretended to continue my reading...but all i could think of for the rest of the journey on the lrt was my bookmark/precious price tag...so long, farewell...my dear bookmark.may u rest in peace at bangsar lrt station *or probably in the dustbin.GASP!*=(

i need a new bookmark! ugh.

sunrise jazz & rhythm fest 2008!!!!

2008-07-24T19:06:00.004+08:00

SUNRISE JAZZ & RHYTHM FEST 2008
25, 26 JULY & 1, 2 AUGUST

Eight talented artistes, 4 nights and 1 venue makes for 2 weekends of
great live jazz entertainment. The Sunrise Jazz & Rhythm Fest 2008
returns for the 9th consecutive year on July 25-26 and August 1-2,
featuring various sub-genre of jazz such as neo jazz,folk jazz,
modern, ethnic and blues at Plaza Mont’Kiara.A showcase of Malaysian
talents, the event kicks-off with jazz "giant” Lewis Pragasam & Friends
playing funk, rhythm & blues with back-up vocals by Diana Liu on opening
nite. Other acts not to be missed are the amazing jazz vocalist Mia
Palencia, the very young and talented Hunny Madu and our very own
Farid ‘Mr Gambus’ Ali. Spread out over two weekends, the excitement
continues with blues jazz singer / songwriter, Karen Nunis Blackstone and
5-piece band Bassgroove 100, Phunk Mob and Wave Alchemist by Dennis
Lau with Gina Panizales.

25 July
Lewis Pragasam & Friends with Diana Liu, Mia Palencia, Wave Alchemist
by Dennis Lau with Gina Panizales.

26 July
Mia Palencia, Bassgroove 100, Phunk Mob

1 August
Farid Ali, Karen Nunis Blackstone, Bassgroove 100.

2 August
Hunny Madu, Karen Nunis Blackstone, Phunk Mob.

omg people!!!!!!!!you should not miss this!!!! it's free for heaven's sake!! =)

2008-07-23T19:22:00.002+08:00

i took the bus today from college to bangsar lrt...damn, it was PACKED!as usual. i hate the fact that i have to 'fight' to get into the bus.if i don't, i'd probably have to wait another 15-30 minutes and boy, being patient is something that i've been trying to work on my entire life so,15-30 minutes could just ruin my mood.today i was lucky to get into the bus because i already had the bus ticket that i got earlier when i took the bus from bangsar lrt to college. *thank god!* anyway, if u're a perfume person, you should try taking the bus next time. there's so many varieties of 'natural scents'...so many that you might even feel like fainting. haha. i was practically holding my breath all the way...

i guess i've gotta end here...going out with mich and jinle for sex and the city premiere later!!!=)))

p/s: sandra!i still can't believe it....how could you, you traitor!!!!!!*kick.smack.punch.box.pinch.slap*

jinle's trip to taiping

2008-07-21T17:57:00.002+08:00

it was a very last minute thing. i was supposed to go back to taiping *home sweet home* on friday, 18th july by bus...but just three hours before my bus ride, lei called me and asked me to follow her back by car cos she was driving...

so, i asked jinle whether she wanted to come or not...
two hours later, the three of us *lei,jinle and i* were in lei's viva on the way back.haha.

it was jinle's first time in taiping. took her to a number of places *not all though,thanks to the unpredictable weather in taiping* we did a lot of things: dipping our legs in burmese pool, church,rounding lake gardens, pondans at eliamthamby *haha*, prima, nose piercing at top one silver, siang malam, joanne's house, movies *hancock, the happening, the love guru, wanted, get smart, sister act 2, mad money, congkak*, and lots of yakking.

i'm glad she enjoyed herself in taiping. i think she did cos she's already planning her 2nd trip to taiping!!!=))))

jinle,me and joanne;at burmese after we pierced our noses.=P

john, yenn and gene leg dipping with us.=)

me and jinle.=)

msia's first railway station.=)

some thingie at the railway station. looks cool~

the train arriving~

updates, updates::
-> i pierced my nose!
-> i took the train back to kl for the first time. it took 5 bloody hours! but we could shit and pee on the train; good thing cos i've got an incontrollable bladder.haha.

how great is our god

2008-07-14T23:06:00.003+08:00

by: chris tomlin

i've just read this inspiring story. check it out. it's really touching. for those out there who have yet to believe in HIM, i just want to say that HE REALLY LOVES YOU. =)))))
http://www.pmst-ccr.org/2008/July%20Aug%202008/Inspiring%20story.htm

p/s: i teared towards the end...hehe.

i don't want to grow up

2008-07-12T22:10:00.024+08:00

by: the ramones (tom waits cover)

thursday, 10th july 08

-> went to ruums,kl to watch 'so you think you can dance' live with emma, ken, mayling, wahid (emma's bro) and wahid's friends: erwan, dat and junior....met leonard there too.=)we got tickets from cecilia aka CC who is one of the contestants. my my, i must say i couldn't stop staring at erwan's eyes...he has those glowing eyes that you just can't take your eyes of 'em once you see it.too bad he's taken. haha. =P

the stage. we were on the top left beside the stage.=)

the best part was emma, ken, ml and i were able to stand on the balcony on top beside the stage...damn cun-ted view.=) and i've gotta say that the performances were great actually. malaysians can actually dance...haha. *support CC!!!*

since we were there early and since my stomach was growling *wuff* for food....we decided to eat at tgi friday's . coincidenty, it was wahid's 22nd bday *u're old, dude!*, so we made him stand on the chair while the friday's staff sang their signature medley version of happy birthday..wahid blushedddd! ahha.

ken and emma at friday's

me, mayling and emma on the balcony.=)

us with hong, one of the contestants.eeek, so cute.

this pic on top is especially for emma and mayling.=) message: nahhhhh, now his face is immortalised here.

anyway, after loads of camwhoring with the contestants *more pics to be posted soon*, we were hungry...so, we all went to hartamas square to chill...mich met up with us there. after that, i went back with mich and boon to rawang *byebye siew siew, see u in 5 months time*...slept at 6am only, thanx to mich who was so awake n hyper. thinking back, i don't think i even slept cos the radio was on *very loud*, and the breakfast show on fly fm was already on air, so i ended up half listening-half sleeping...

friday, 11th july 08
-> CHRISTINA LAZAROO, my pandi couz! happy sweet sixteen.=)
-> went to 1u with mich and luq....ditched them *haha* to watch 'hancock' with alan and ken. hancock is nice.=) after movie, we jalan-jalan-ed around awhile and then mich and i parted with the rest to go makan dinner with zue (mich's friend) and jinle. at 1st, we were supposed to makan at ss2 murni n then later proceed to bangsar for desserts...but then got no parking, so we went all the way to sunway instead. ate at buffalo's steakhouse...i called 'someone' but that 'someone' dunno how to answer my call and reply my message. fuckerrr.

a very very old pic of me, jinle and mich. taken at last year's jazz fest.

saturday, 12th july 08
-> it's my aunt's bday today....so i bought her a photo frame.=)

i know...good taste,right? =P

anyway, after church...we went to SOULed OUT at hartamas for dinner to celebrate aunty's bday. it was my first time there...i love that place. love the atmosphere. =) if u haven't gone there, you should.

after that, i got home....bored shittt. so i decided to camwhore. i really camwhored. but those pics are only for my eyes to see. *too bad*

but here's one where you can see me with contacts.=)

my very the gray eyes...=))

omg, there's been people's bday's the past three days...that reminds me...i'm gonna turn 19 soon! wth, i don't look my age...plus i don't even think the way a 19-yr-old should. i don't wanna grow up!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!=(

zombie-fied

2008-07-09T21:28:00.001+08:00

couldn't sleep again last night...

what is wrong with me???!!!!!!!!!
=(

chapter 27

2008-07-08T17:59:00.003+08:00

i was walking back home just now from the lrt station, when suddenly i remembered that i ordered the whole season of 'private practice' from the dvd shop in tmn megah and have not collected it yet. i quickly diverted my direction towards the dvd shop... well, i'm such a loyal customer that even the owners of that shop knows me 'redy. so, when i walked in the shop, the aunty gave me a warm smile but quickly dampened my hopes of watching 'private practice' the fast forward way by telling me that they don't have it already. wtf man, i walked all the way for fucks...but since i'm a frequent buyer, the aunty said she'll order it again and i can collect it next week. yay!=)

since i had time *i seem to have loads of time nowadays*, i decided to scout around the shop for any other nice movies that i've yet to watch. and i came across 'CHAPTER 27'.

the dvd cover of chapter 27

there's a few reasons why 'chapter 27' caught my attention...

first of all, 'chapter 27' for a movie title is pretty unique. trust me, i've watched way too many movies.
'chapter 27' stars jared leto *the guy who's hosting the upcoming mtv asia awards 2008!* and lindsay lohan *the bimbo who's friends with the bunch of bimbo's*
it's about john lennon assassination! gawd, i love the beatles!
the main character has a crack in his head. so psych-type.

i haven't watched it yet though, but i'm pretty sure this movie is not going to let me down.=)

p/s: for those who wants to borrow it, just holler, okay?=) i also bought 'forgetting sarah marshall'. please don't start nagging me on buying pirated dvds.

till my next post, xoxo.

now that i can see

2008-07-07T17:50:00.003+08:00

: by COUPLE.

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i recently got contact lens.=)))) been wanting it for so long...but daddy said NO with the reason that i'm not old enough to be able to take care of it nicely.hellooooo, your baby has grown up, dad.;) anyway, since i'm working and it's really mafan to always wear and take off my specks while working and also cos it's damn sakit when you have to stare at the comp for hours...i got myself them contacts with my own paycheck! so satisfying....buying stuff with the money you earned yourself.=))) haha. now, with contacts...my vision is like soooooooo clear.. i can finally see things that i couldn't without my specks before *don't think senget k*...last time, damn susah cos i what also cannot see... but i do miss wearing my specks at times, cos those specks were my magnifying glass...i always knew that it won't let me down when i my vision was blurr...those specks always made me believe that i could see clearly for sure if i wore it.. but now with my contacts, my magnifying glass are already stucked to my eyes...so if i can't like see very far stuff, i tend to get frustrated. guess it'll take time to get used to these clear plastic thingie i stick to my eyes everyday...haha.

monday,7th july 2008.

-> i couldn't sleep last night!!! went to bed around 12 smth-ish....tossed n turned on the bed for until 1.30am,and i was still awake...got so pissed off so i got up, and turned the lights on...i took my seventeen mag to read, hoping to make my eyes tired...but i ended up having a terrible headache...tried sleeping back again, but i failed to do so..=( so i decided to look at the time, it was 4.46am *i was so awake that i can still remember the time*...i seriously felt like crying cos i had to wake up for work in 4 hours time and i haven't slept at all. haih. after 3 hours plus of half asleep-half awake-ness, my bloody alarm rang.shitttt.i turned it off and then only did i sleep till 10.30am...that also was because aunty mae, my boss, called me to ask whether i was coming to work or not...and woke up with a migrain! it felt like someone was pressing my head so hard..=(( after i got ready *took me an exceptionally longer time to get ready today cos i was so blurr*, i was too sleepy to walk to the lrt so i asked ken to fetch me on his way to coll.thanx ken!=) at work, my eyes felt like it was going to pop...so the irritating okayy. took a cab home cos i just didn't have the mood to go and fight with those stinky and ganas people to enter the overpacked bus..felt like taking a quick nap just now, but decided not to because i just could not risk another sleepless night... *crossing fingers*...prayer: please,please let me sleep tonight!

say hello to rachel gomez =)

2008-07-06T21:46:00.000+08:00

*final countdown playin'*

^jeng.jeng.jeng^

and now, introducing...the latest blogger in town, the small, the petite, the indescribable, the ONE and ONLY....rAcHeL GoMeZ!!! woohoo!

*silence*GASP!!*

who would have guessed, huh?? well, i've been contemplating on starting this for a very very long time 'redy...but the only thing that was holding me back was...my LAZINESS.who could say NO to shopping and sleeping and watching sex n the city and one tree hill and gossip girl and all my pirated dvd's *shit, could i get caught for this?* which of course do not require any effort...but then, when u blog rite, everyday *well, not everyday~* must go and edit and post up new blogs to keep my blog so-called happening ma... *very tiring okayy*..so that's why~

anyway, since i've got four *bloody boring and a waste of my time* months of holiday (not exactly 4 months la....2 months past 'redy like nobody's business) before i start my degree...please please welcome me to this oh-so-very-new-for-me world of blogging...=)

i'll try my very best to not be so lazy when it comes to blogging.*gosh, i wonder how long will that last*

.........

updates! updates!--

the past three days have been pretty interesting~

friday, 4th july 08:

-> i woke up sick!! *people who know me will go...'not again, rach!*...so, i had to ponteng work and i stayed at home the whole freaking day...i felt sooooo down but at the same time i was like...yeahhh!got excuse to ponteng work. hehe. so, altogether, i ponteng-ed work 4 times this week and only went once for the entire week..!!! i guess u must be thinking 'gosh, she IS one lazy girl,eh?'...but trust me, i AM hardworking... it's just that, my job is Boring with a capital B...kay kay, back to my 'sickness'...i had a terrible sore throat and a slight fever and i was purging and vomiting *yuck*...in short, it was really sucky la...i couldn't go anywhere...and i had way more than enough of sleep...so it was a pretty boring DAY... however, at nite *almost midnite*, mayling *my crazy best friend who is a shopaholic.don't deny it, ML!*, came and slept over at my place...it was fun!=) i felt much better the second she came...she's real good medicine i guess...haha.=) we yacked yacked and yacked till 3 am... by the time we went to sleep, my hungry-ness came back...can't blame me, all i ate and drank the whole day was maggi mee, porridge, nestum, chipsmore and tonnes of water...so there, my one day of sickness. salute to mayling who healed me! =)

saturday, 5th july 08

-> CHEE JAN WIN, my baby! happy 19th birthday! *hugs and kisses*

-> was supposed to go and volunteer at RUMAH HOPE's open day thingie...but tak jadi cos *i found out later* that michelle was so smart, she went and fought with her parents so her dad who is a full time volunteer at rumah hope said noneed redy...thanks mich.haha. but then we did go to the open day la...thought can makan lunch there...but we went around 2 smth p.m. only, all the food were GONE... but i had the RM10 book coupon thingie...so in order to not waste my precious 10 bucks, mich, mayling and i wasted it on a two-months-late galaxie magazine, a COKE, marshmallows, and heong piah *i dun noe how to spell it*...so worth it, hor?

since our poor stomachs were empty and begging us for food, i had this crazy idea to go to the curve for lunch *actually, the main reason i chose the curve was because of the flea market,hehe*...so there we went, and we ate at BUBBA GUMP SHRIMP & CO. ....not bad la the food there: the salad was yummy, the main dish *forgot the name* was sucky and the drink was so funky... after we were so bloated up thanks to shrimps, we walked walked for a while before we had to chau to go to church...WTH rite?mich and mayling attending mass?? so WRONG.haha..anyway, i wanted to go to church so i dragged them along as well... we arrived for mass late and left early..haha..damn, i need to go for confession. after mass, we randomly decided to go to pyramid for fucks...so i called up alex my dalin' just to see whether he was there, and he was! so i met up with him and neldo and their two friends for a while...we were not supposed to shop u noe, but how could one turn her back at MEGA SALES?? i walked out of pyramid with two new chains from diva and a tshirt from esprit...i was not that bad okay, u should ask mayling what she bought...haha. we ended our 'trip' to sunway at RESTORAN SIN HOCK SENG, siew siew's (mich's bf) family's restaurant...and we were back home...watched a few episodes of gossip girl *again* with mayling and one episode of one tree hill season 5, chatted with alex a while n then slept at 4am-ish.

sunday, 6th july 08

->mayling and i both woke up at 12 smth...i guess we were really tired *of what? i dunno* anyway, instead of finding for food to eat...we watched another two episodes of gossip girl...its very addictive,man...thanks to gossip girl, i suddenly had the craving for pancakes...so we called ken and an hour and a half later we were at the curve *AGAINN* eating pancakes at paddington house of pancakes...boy, it was de-li-cious...=) after eating, we were walking aimlessly and then esprit caught mayling's attention...she bought a pair of short pants and i bought an umbrella from there.haha...after that, i told myself : NO MORE SHOPPING YOU BITCH! but guess what, half an hour later i walked out of GUESS with a new handbag and a new wallet...shit, i think i need financial counselling...stupid mega sales, its all ur fault...so now, im sort of broke redy...haha.and it's only the 6th of july!!!