done with them ASSignments for the sem. but guess what?.
finals on next tuesday onwards. *great. just great*
and guess what i've been doing for the past two hours?.
reading people's blogs. *applause*
wtf rach. get a grip of urself.
ok, back to stress.
p/s: see u peeps in taiping. will be back on the 15th.
Friday, December 5, 2008
Wednesday, November 19, 2008
why am i feeling like this again?
i've just wasted 4 hours doing nothing...and don't get me started on the number of classes i've missed this week. somehow i've lost my cheery mood, my appetite, my motivation to studee, i get tired like damn easily, i get pissed off damn easily too.....SERIOUSLY, what is wrong with me???where are you , Rachel??? whereeeeeeee??=(
okay, i just had to blurt that out. now, i feel better...
i guess i'm pretty affected by the fact that i have to move out soon and find a new place to stay. the best part is....i have yet to find a place.so, yes, i'm going to be homeless in december. if u see me sleeping on the streets, do say hello okay.
i'm seriously sad that i have to move out. staying with aunty for more than one year has been great. you see, i'm not attached to anyone...so yeah, the only TLC i get is from aunty and her family.and now, when i move out.....who's gonna gimme the TLC that i seriously need???yes, daddy and mummy do call but.....u get what i mean, right?
i really dunno how i'm going to find a place...i dun wana simply choose a place to stay...and then later suffer like i did last time in brickfields.no way that's going to happen again! *i shall gossip about my brickfields story another time*
alright, enough of my sob story....
yest was xueying's birthday....and we all went to souled out, sri hartamas for dinner! *i love that place*
xueying and i. *happy birthday syg!*
eeeeeek, so cute. =)
yum yum, my margarita!~
and that's us girls...finally a picture with tiffany after so long trying to get her to show her face to the camera *the one on the right* =)))
okay, i just had to blurt that out. now, i feel better...
i guess i'm pretty affected by the fact that i have to move out soon and find a new place to stay. the best part is....i have yet to find a place.so, yes, i'm going to be homeless in december. if u see me sleeping on the streets, do say hello okay.
i'm seriously sad that i have to move out. staying with aunty for more than one year has been great. you see, i'm not attached to anyone...so yeah, the only TLC i get is from aunty and her family.and now, when i move out.....who's gonna gimme the TLC that i seriously need???yes, daddy and mummy do call but.....u get what i mean, right?
i really dunno how i'm going to find a place...i dun wana simply choose a place to stay...and then later suffer like i did last time in brickfields.no way that's going to happen again! *i shall gossip about my brickfields story another time*
alright, enough of my sob story....
yest was xueying's birthday....and we all went to souled out, sri hartamas for dinner! *i love that place*
xueying and i. *happy birthday syg!*
eeeeeek, so cute. =)
yum yum, my margarita!~
and that's us girls...finally a picture with tiffany after so long trying to get her to show her face to the camera *the one on the right* =)))
it was fun dining at souled out...i just love the customer service there.they're so freaking friendly. =)but u shud have seen the bill....rm645.75 for 15 people. hehehe.
everything went on just fine until we heard an announcement about someone's car...turned out it was emma's car...and guess what happened?? one of her windows kena smashed...but the funny thing is....the fucker who did it didn't steal anything, not even the smart tag. what a dumbass!!
the lesson we learnt from this incident: valet park next time!! wasted i dun have a pic of the smashed car to *gasp* you.
i guess it's back to assignments time! *yay!* let the cursing begin... XD
Monday, November 17, 2008
back there and now back here again.
after 1 and a half months of not being able to go home, i finally went back to taiping last friday...
coincidently, it was mel's bday on friday....
and we (joanne, yiphing and i) suprised her at legend inn hotel.
she was indeed suprised and very happy cos she thought everyone didn't give a damn about her birthday...she was actually feeling depressed and sad on that day!! haha. well, we love u, mel!! =)
it's tradition to smear icing on the face. =P
after dinner, we all went to taiping sentral *the most 'happening' place in taiping* to watch madagascar 2 *i watched this movie two days in a row*...since we were there 2 hours before the actual timing, we decided to go and check out the karaoke place in sentral...we were only supposed to see the prices and all...but ended up singing in the jukebox!! it's only rm1 for one song! can u believe it?! *i so wanna move back to taiping now!* yiphing had to go home to study for stpm though. too bad she couldn't join us in the jukebox. it would have been more fun with her! =) *all the best in ur exams pinky!*
us in the jukebox =)
this trip back to taiping was all about celebration of people's bday. on sat nite, we celebrated aunty irene's burfday at peng aun. =)
and then yesterday, we suprised mum with an ice-cream cake and lots of ice-cream. =)
today was a very nerve-wrecking day. i had to wake up at 5.30am to catch the 6.30am bus back to KL...thought there won't be any delay, but then i only reached kl about 11am. had to rush like crazy cos i had to attend an interview at 1pm. i panicked cos i thought i would not reach in time... thank god daddy allowed me to take a cab home from puduraya *the bloody cab driver charged me rm25!!!* when i reached home, i bathed, changed, and got ready in 15 minutes *can u believe it?* and i was out on another cab 10 minutes later *another rm10 bucks gone!*
the interview i attended was the hp & amd scholarship one. i was shortlisted as one of the finalist *was one of the 10 selected out of 5000 applicants!* damn, i feel so proud of myself. =)
the best thing was....when i was about to leave, they gave me a goodie bag....
and u know what was in the goodie bag....?
THIS:
a brand new WESTERN DIGITAL 160GB external hard disk drive!! *gasp*
luckily i didn't buy my own one...i almost bought one recently.
and another big box full of small xmas gifts...=))))))
i'm so happy right now, and i wanna thank god for providing in ways i could never think of. =)
~~~~~~~~~~
happie burfday, mummy!!!
i love u! =) muax.
coincidently, it was mel's bday on friday....
and we (joanne, yiphing and i) suprised her at legend inn hotel.
she was indeed suprised and very happy cos she thought everyone didn't give a damn about her birthday...she was actually feeling depressed and sad on that day!! haha. well, we love u, mel!! =)
it's tradition to smear icing on the face. =P
after dinner, we all went to taiping sentral *the most 'happening' place in taiping* to watch madagascar 2 *i watched this movie two days in a row*...since we were there 2 hours before the actual timing, we decided to go and check out the karaoke place in sentral...we were only supposed to see the prices and all...but ended up singing in the jukebox!! it's only rm1 for one song! can u believe it?! *i so wanna move back to taiping now!* yiphing had to go home to study for stpm though. too bad she couldn't join us in the jukebox. it would have been more fun with her! =) *all the best in ur exams pinky!*
us in the jukebox =)
this trip back to taiping was all about celebration of people's bday. on sat nite, we celebrated aunty irene's burfday at peng aun. =)
and then yesterday, we suprised mum with an ice-cream cake and lots of ice-cream. =)
today was a very nerve-wrecking day. i had to wake up at 5.30am to catch the 6.30am bus back to KL...thought there won't be any delay, but then i only reached kl about 11am. had to rush like crazy cos i had to attend an interview at 1pm. i panicked cos i thought i would not reach in time... thank god daddy allowed me to take a cab home from puduraya *the bloody cab driver charged me rm25!!!* when i reached home, i bathed, changed, and got ready in 15 minutes *can u believe it?* and i was out on another cab 10 minutes later *another rm10 bucks gone!*
the interview i attended was the hp & amd scholarship one. i was shortlisted as one of the finalist *was one of the 10 selected out of 5000 applicants!* damn, i feel so proud of myself. =)
the best thing was....when i was about to leave, they gave me a goodie bag....
and u know what was in the goodie bag....?
THIS:
a brand new WESTERN DIGITAL 160GB external hard disk drive!! *gasp*
luckily i didn't buy my own one...i almost bought one recently.
and another big box full of small xmas gifts...=))))))
i'm so happy right now, and i wanna thank god for providing in ways i could never think of. =)
~~~~~~~~~~
happie burfday, mummy!!!
i love u! =) muax.
Wednesday, November 12, 2008
old ass shit
before i bore you with my acp project story....
here's more pictures from halloween! =)
mich, vince and i...*he's supposed to be some terrorist or something like that*
and that's BURN, who's been burnt into a HOOD-ish vampire. LOL.
julian was dressed up as the DUDE in tropic thunder. look at serli's mask! so cuteeeee.=)
we took a pic with a gorilla!! lol.
and this has nothing to do with halloween.....
mich's AUNTY PURSE which jinle gave to her. LOL *sorrehh jinle, but it is very aunty-ish* runs away!!!*
~ohshit, i've got a meeting to attend now!~
we went to WONDERMILK!! =)
here's more pictures from halloween! =)
mich, vince and i...*he's supposed to be some terrorist or something like that*
and that's BURN, who's been burnt into a HOOD-ish vampire. LOL.
julian was dressed up as the DUDE in tropic thunder. look at serli's mask! so cuteeeee.=)
we took a pic with a gorilla!! lol.
and this has nothing to do with halloween.....
mich's AUNTY PURSE which jinle gave to her. LOL *sorrehh jinle, but it is very aunty-ish* runs away!!!*
~ohshit, i've got a meeting to attend now!~
shall tell u the acp project story another time kay??
....till then, here's the pictures after our visit to shelter home 2 (a home for teenage girls)
....till then, here's the pictures after our visit to shelter home 2 (a home for teenage girls)
we went to WONDERMILK!! =)
Tuesday, November 4, 2008
the one thing that kept me awake.
Monday, November 3, 2008
this is for you
Thursday, October 16, 2008
taggerytaggggg.
Name: squishmyassifyouwantto
Sisters: i wish.
Brothers: one dumbass one.
Shoe size: between 4 and 5. sucks big time!
Height: 155cm-ish.i think.
Where do you live: i stay in kl, but i'll forever live in taiping. *wink*
Have you ever..
Been on a plane: next week, i will. yay!.
Swam in the ocean: if u call holding onto mich like i'm going to drown anytime soon with a stupifd life jacket that made me look like a fool and paddling around....swimming, then yes? lol.
Fallen asleep at school: nope, i had to pretend to be a role model. =P
Broken someone's heart: sorry, but no regrets.
Fell off your chair: yeah, very the unstable.
Saved e-mails: for what?
What is your room like: BORING.
Do you believe in love at first sight: nehhh.
Who was / were the last person(s)..
You danced with: mel and joanne.bhangra! lol.
Last made you smile: ralfie, who sang chinese songs to me just now. lol.
Today did you..
Talk to someone you like: unfortunately, nope.
Kissed anyone: *smooch* there, i just did.
Get sick: in the morning? yeahh.
Talk to an ex: nope, don't wish to.
Miss someone: yeahhhh. i miss mayling! yay. gonna see u tmrw! =)
Eat: didn't eat lunch but over ate for dinner. now, i feel so bloated up.
Drink asparagus juice: bleh, never!
Talk to a hot German boy: sadly, no.
Pay attention in lectures: i didnt have lecture today. i had a stupid tutorial class where we did nothing but sat down and stone.
Meet the man of your dreams and end up finding out he likes your best friend instead and stabbed him with a spork till he bled and stained your shoes and made you cry: damn i wish i had.that wud be fun. =P
Is there a person who is on your mind now: for now, zac zac cos that mangkuk just called me. lol.
Do you want children: yes please.i want camillus and claire as my kids.=)
Do you like your hand-writing: am proud of it.=)
Are your toe nails painted: it is now. dark blue.
Whose bed other than yours would you rather sleep in: my parent's bed. hehe.
When did you cry last: erm, last week i think. damn emo. =P
Are you a friendly person: what say u?
Where is the person you have feelings for right now: no freaking idea.*wonders who's that guy*
Have you ever crawled through a window:haha.yeah.in penang.
Can you handle the truth: what truth?
Who was the last person you cried in front of: my dad.. blegh.
Do you eat healthy: i try to. but cannot la....cannot resist mcd.
Do you still have pictures of you & your ex: erm, nope.
Have you ever cried because of something someone said to you: yea, hate her for that.
Are you loud or quiet most of the time: quiet i guess.
Are you confident: it depends. ~~
Are you controlling: haha, i can be if i want to.
5 things I was doing 10 years ago :
-fighting with my bro everyday. haha.
-being stalked by seniors in school who liked my bro. *wth rite*
-talking to juliana in class all day long about briefs. haha.
-freaking out over worms.
-screwing up my pts paper.haha.
5 things I would do if I were a billionaire :(in chronological order)
-holidayyyyy around the world
-go to africa and help all the poor people there. =)
-own a mall, so i can just shop till i literally drop. haha
-go hunting for my other half. =P
-camwhore on every newpaper, magazine, website. haha.
5 jobs I've had :
-student part-timer at help CMD
-stoner
-loner
-daydreamer
-does doing house chores count?
5 people I tag/want to annoy with pointless things like this:
-lei
-sulin
-meiyen
-alan
-vince
Sisters: i wish.
Brothers: one dumbass one.
Shoe size: between 4 and 5. sucks big time!
Height: 155cm-ish.i think.
Where do you live: i stay in kl, but i'll forever live in taiping. *wink*
Have you ever..
Been on a plane: next week, i will. yay!.
Swam in the ocean: if u call holding onto mich like i'm going to drown anytime soon with a stupifd life jacket that made me look like a fool and paddling around....swimming, then yes? lol.
Fallen asleep at school: nope, i had to pretend to be a role model. =P
Broken someone's heart: sorry, but no regrets.
Fell off your chair: yeah, very the unstable.
Saved e-mails: for what?
What is your room like: BORING.
Do you believe in love at first sight: nehhh.
Who was / were the last person(s)..
You danced with: mel and joanne.bhangra! lol.
Last made you smile: ralfie, who sang chinese songs to me just now. lol.
Today did you..
Talk to someone you like: unfortunately, nope.
Kissed anyone: *smooch* there, i just did.
Get sick: in the morning? yeahh.
Talk to an ex: nope, don't wish to.
Miss someone: yeahhhh. i miss mayling! yay. gonna see u tmrw! =)
Eat: didn't eat lunch but over ate for dinner. now, i feel so bloated up.
Drink asparagus juice: bleh, never!
Talk to a hot German boy: sadly, no.
Pay attention in lectures: i didnt have lecture today. i had a stupid tutorial class where we did nothing but sat down and stone.
Meet the man of your dreams and end up finding out he likes your best friend instead and stabbed him with a spork till he bled and stained your shoes and made you cry: damn i wish i had.that wud be fun. =P
Is there a person who is on your mind now: for now, zac zac cos that mangkuk just called me. lol.
Do you want children: yes please.i want camillus and claire as my kids.=)
Do you like your hand-writing: am proud of it.=)
Are your toe nails painted: it is now. dark blue.
Whose bed other than yours would you rather sleep in: my parent's bed. hehe.
When did you cry last: erm, last week i think. damn emo. =P
Are you a friendly person: what say u?
Where is the person you have feelings for right now: no freaking idea.*wonders who's that guy*
Have you ever crawled through a window:haha.yeah.in penang.
Can you handle the truth: what truth?
Who was the last person you cried in front of: my dad.. blegh.
Do you eat healthy: i try to. but cannot la....cannot resist mcd.
Do you still have pictures of you & your ex: erm, nope.
Have you ever cried because of something someone said to you: yea, hate her for that.
Are you loud or quiet most of the time: quiet i guess.
Are you confident: it depends. ~~
Are you controlling: haha, i can be if i want to.
5 things I was doing 10 years ago :
-fighting with my bro everyday. haha.
-being stalked by seniors in school who liked my bro. *wth rite*
-talking to juliana in class all day long about briefs. haha.
-freaking out over worms.
-screwing up my pts paper.haha.
5 things I would do if I were a billionaire :(in chronological order)
-holidayyyyy around the world
-go to africa and help all the poor people there. =)
-own a mall, so i can just shop till i literally drop. haha
-go hunting for my other half. =P
-camwhore on every newpaper, magazine, website. haha.
5 jobs I've had :
-student part-timer at help CMD
-stoner
-loner
-daydreamer
-does doing house chores count?
5 people I tag/want to annoy with pointless things like this:
-lei
-sulin
-meiyen
-alan
-vince
me likey
a rainbow in the city?? i never knew i would be able to see one of the marvels of God's creation on a Monday evening; on a Monday evening where i felt so low...
seeing that made me *smile* like this.....
seeing that made me *smile* like this.....
aww, camillus is so cute. =))))
zapppp, back to reality. time for assignments. blah.
Thursday, October 9, 2008
no secrets please.
i slept with the lights on last night...that is such a first *i usually must sleep in total darkness*
and i left my laptop on the whole night also...
that's because i fell asleep after finishing one of my assignments.
was supposed to take a nap before i started on my 2nd assignment, A NAP, but ended up sleeping all night thru....with the damn lights on!!
haha. yes people, that's how tired i am these days.
and then i woke up late....was supposed to reach coll by 8am to do experiment with emma but i woke up with a big headache. i finally got out of bed around 9smth and reached late for my 10am replacement class *45minutes late!10-3pm class okay, the same subject for 5 hours!*
i entered class thru the back door thinking that emma and mich will be sitting quite behind...but they were in front. damn malu okay...have to walk all the way to the front when the lecturer was talking. nevermind about that...i sat down for like 10 minutes and then miss nik said..'okay class, u can have a 5 minutes break now.' maleh, come class ade got break. haha.
then when emma and mich went downstairs to get food, miss nik started class again. 10 minutes later, emma messages me saying, 'we're eating outside. come now.' without thinking twice, i terus got up and walked out of the class and there we were, 3 of us, sitting on the floor eating bread and talking stories *our stories damn endless wan* around 20 minutes later, everyone started coming out of class and told us that got half an hour break now.
we came out of class early for our group counseling *me, emma, siyan, burn, anne, serli, julian, nicholas*....the counseling session was actually fun. =) gan and urmela, our counselors are nice people. we actually learnt alot from our counseling session. =) *can't wait for next week's session*
ohya, i just found out that one of my close friends has a new gf but he did not tell us!!! HOW DARE YOU, ******!! i'm so gonna smack you, ******!! hahaha. be afraid, be very afraid *growls*
~~~
emma says my turn's coming up... but somehow i'm not sure. *cross fingers*
p/s: i lost my nose stud....so no more nose piercing ade. =( can't wait to pierce it again...!
and i left my laptop on the whole night also...
that's because i fell asleep after finishing one of my assignments.
was supposed to take a nap before i started on my 2nd assignment, A NAP, but ended up sleeping all night thru....with the damn lights on!!
haha. yes people, that's how tired i am these days.
and then i woke up late....was supposed to reach coll by 8am to do experiment with emma but i woke up with a big headache. i finally got out of bed around 9smth and reached late for my 10am replacement class *45minutes late!10-3pm class okay, the same subject for 5 hours!*
i entered class thru the back door thinking that emma and mich will be sitting quite behind...but they were in front. damn malu okay...have to walk all the way to the front when the lecturer was talking. nevermind about that...i sat down for like 10 minutes and then miss nik said..'okay class, u can have a 5 minutes break now.' maleh, come class ade got break. haha.
then when emma and mich went downstairs to get food, miss nik started class again. 10 minutes later, emma messages me saying, 'we're eating outside. come now.' without thinking twice, i terus got up and walked out of the class and there we were, 3 of us, sitting on the floor eating bread and talking stories *our stories damn endless wan* around 20 minutes later, everyone started coming out of class and told us that got half an hour break now.
we came out of class early for our group counseling *me, emma, siyan, burn, anne, serli, julian, nicholas*....the counseling session was actually fun. =) gan and urmela, our counselors are nice people. we actually learnt alot from our counseling session. =) *can't wait for next week's session*
ohya, i just found out that one of my close friends has a new gf but he did not tell us!!! HOW DARE YOU, ******!! i'm so gonna smack you, ******!! hahaha. be afraid, be very afraid *growls*
~~~
emma says my turn's coming up... but somehow i'm not sure. *cross fingers*
p/s: i lost my nose stud....so no more nose piercing ade. =( can't wait to pierce it again...!
Wednesday, October 8, 2008
i miss you, feeling
have you woke up with that tingling feeling in you...
that tingling feeling that makes you smile....
that tingling feeling that gives you a reason to live another day...
that tingling feeling that makes you feel like hugging everyone you know...
that tingling feeling that gives you happy tears; tears of joy.....??
well, i used to have it....
but it's been GONE for quite some time. gone. G.O.N.E. pooof! =((
motivationnnnnnnn!!! please come back!
that tingling feeling that makes you smile....
that tingling feeling that gives you a reason to live another day...
that tingling feeling that makes you feel like hugging everyone you know...
that tingling feeling that gives you happy tears; tears of joy.....??
well, i used to have it....
but it's been GONE for quite some time. gone. G.O.N.E. pooof! =((
motivationnnnnnnn!!! please come back!
Tuesday, October 7, 2008
exit: light, enter: night
been really stressed up nowadays...
my few days in taiping was so not fun like how i imagined it would be...didnt get to meet up with ALL my friends...then i had to study and do work but thanks to my procrastination, i have not completed my assignments which are all due this friday *shit*...
and now classes have started back again...it's soooo tiring..i dread mornings when alarm rings....blegh.
it's come to the point where everyday when i wake up, i straightaway look forward to when i can sleep. which makes me realise....what a life i have.it shouldn't be like this at all!! grrr. =(
anyway, monday (yesterday) was a nice day despite me being super duper exhausted *i travelled back to kl at 4am, reached kl at 7am, slept awhile till 8am, had class from 10-3pm, group meeting till 5pm, came home roun 6smth only!*
well, it was a nice day thanks to some distractions *that distracted me ALOT.hehe.* and some good news from SHELTER HOME. =))))
some how, my very close friends think that there's progress in something...but i don't think so. i don't know why, but it seems so easy for everyone around me except for ME...why do i have to try so hard? i don't think i can cope for long. *sniffs*
gotta get back to my assignments now...wish me luck!
my few days in taiping was so not fun like how i imagined it would be...didnt get to meet up with ALL my friends...then i had to study and do work but thanks to my procrastination, i have not completed my assignments which are all due this friday *shit*...
and now classes have started back again...it's soooo tiring..i dread mornings when alarm rings....blegh.
it's come to the point where everyday when i wake up, i straightaway look forward to when i can sleep. which makes me realise....what a life i have.it shouldn't be like this at all!! grrr. =(
anyway, monday (yesterday) was a nice day despite me being super duper exhausted *i travelled back to kl at 4am, reached kl at 7am, slept awhile till 8am, had class from 10-3pm, group meeting till 5pm, came home roun 6smth only!*
well, it was a nice day thanks to some distractions *that distracted me ALOT.hehe.* and some good news from SHELTER HOME. =))))
some how, my very close friends think that there's progress in something...but i don't think so. i don't know why, but it seems so easy for everyone around me except for ME...why do i have to try so hard? i don't think i can cope for long. *sniffs*
gotta get back to my assignments now...wish me luck!
Tuesday, September 30, 2008
Monday, September 29, 2008
going back to peace.
ah yes, after the long wait...
i can finally go back for a few days, a few days before the whole ALLWORKANDNOPLAY life starts..blegh.
*i wanna hug my peeps*
*i wanna kiss my patch*
*i wanna irritate my parents with my endless stories!*
*i wanna sleep like there's no tomorrow*
*i wanna watch horror movies with joanne*
*i wanna do illegal stuff*
*i wanna lepak at taiping sentral*
*i wanna sip taiping's starbucks.slurpslurp*
*i wanna lepak lepak lepak*
*i wanna do assignments NOT*but i have too.deadlines, i hate you!*
so guys, i'll be either at home or at starbucks doing my assignments during the day and when darkness comes...call me. =))
i can finally go back for a few days, a few days before the whole ALLWORKANDNOPLAY life starts..blegh.
*i wanna hug my peeps*
*i wanna kiss my patch*
*i wanna irritate my parents with my endless stories!*
*i wanna sleep like there's no tomorrow*
*i wanna watch horror movies with joanne*
*i wanna do illegal stuff*
*i wanna lepak at taiping sentral*
*i wanna sip taiping's starbucks.slurpslurp*
*i wanna lepak lepak lepak*
*i wanna do assignments NOT*but i have too.deadlines, i hate you!*
so guys, i'll be either at home or at starbucks doing my assignments during the day and when darkness comes...call me. =))
Sunday, September 28, 2008
flames to dust
i bummed into an old friend at 1u just now *finally watched mamma mia!!=)*
i've known her since tadika and we were best friends in standard 3*that's like 10 years ago!*...but when we met just now...it was super awkward.
i didn't even know what to say. damn. weird moment of the day.
i finally got to sleeeeep last night, infact i overslept...i do feel bad for sleeping instead of catching up on my studies and yes, assignments *again!*....but thinking about it, i think i sort of deserved that 13 hours of sleep.hehe.this week has been pretty hectic...i dread waking up for 8am classes *screw em!* ...but it's only the beginning and october's gonna be more hectic and crazieee....you should see the list of assignments that's due in october *don't wanna think about it!* plus i'm gonna be travelling every weekend in october *check out www.h-factor.info =)*
but but.....i'm truly grateful cos i'm doing what i love. and that's what's most important, rite?
i've known her since tadika and we were best friends in standard 3*that's like 10 years ago!*...but when we met just now...it was super awkward.
i didn't even know what to say. damn. weird moment of the day.
i finally got to sleeeeep last night, infact i overslept...i do feel bad for sleeping instead of catching up on my studies and yes, assignments *again!*....but thinking about it, i think i sort of deserved that 13 hours of sleep.hehe.this week has been pretty hectic...i dread waking up for 8am classes *screw em!* ...but it's only the beginning and october's gonna be more hectic and crazieee....you should see the list of assignments that's due in october *don't wanna think about it!* plus i'm gonna be travelling every weekend in october *check out www.h-factor.info =)*
but but.....i'm truly grateful cos i'm doing what i love. and that's what's most important, rite?
Wednesday, September 24, 2008
stay
yesterday was one hell of a topsy-turvy day. i have no idea what happened to me but i was really OFF. i was talking cock the whole day especially after the experiment....it came to a point that even emma and mich asked me, 'who are you and what have to done to the rachel we know?' hahaha. and i believe it is all due to the blardy 8am classes. stupid shit, 8am classes really tires me out....i'm so not a morning person okay.
kay, enuf of complaints....hehe.
although i was so crappy yesterday, it was fun chilling with my peeps.
it was also oga's bday yesterday *much love to u oga!*
ohya, incase you're wondering....i'm addicted to stay by estrella.....keep on playing that song over and over again. i noe, i'm such a retard.
......shit, i just realised that time is passing so fast...and i need to fin up my movie review *farktard assignment.dun even und the blardy ques!*
p/s: i need my motivation. whereeeeeee areeeeee yoouuuuuuuu????
kay, enuf of complaints....hehe.
although i was so crappy yesterday, it was fun chilling with my peeps.
it was also oga's bday yesterday *much love to u oga!*
ohya, incase you're wondering....i'm addicted to stay by estrella.....keep on playing that song over and over again. i noe, i'm such a retard.
......shit, i just realised that time is passing so fast...and i need to fin up my movie review *farktard assignment.dun even und the blardy ques!*
p/s: i need my motivation. whereeeeeee areeeeee yoouuuuuuuu????
Monday, September 22, 2008
Saturday, September 20, 2008
went for lunch at ikea just now...
mich ate the swedish meatballs and i ate the chicken leg with swedish herb and lemon sauce *dunno correct or not the name*...
the food was yummy....
but what fascinated me the most was the food trolley!!!!
damn cooooool okay. i noe i'm being jakun and all....but it's sooo cute, the trolley.
u shud have seen my jakun face pushing the trolley around. haha.
didn't take a pic of it though, we were too hungry and lazy to take a pic. =)
but i found a pic of it on google *i wonder what'll happen to me if there's no google*
so cute! heheehe.
i wished i was back home in taiping now. everyone's gone back for alwyn's wedding. it's like the wedding of the year. everyone's there except me.
thank u movie fest for ruining my weekend.!!!!! =(
since i have such a lot of time, i guess i'm going to read biopsych now. what a life, huh?
Thursday, September 18, 2008
di-tag-kan oleh lei!
If you could spend one ringgit in 5 minutes, what would you spend on?
Chupachups Lolipop Cola Flavour!i still get to save 30cents! =)
What is your most favorite thing to do?
Doing illegal stuff, knowing that i can get caught anytime. hehe.
What kind of news do you read?
erm, first its gotta be about football, then politics, then gossips of course! =P
What would you give up in return to eat all you want in the world and not get fat?
i would give up nothing 'cos i mmg can't get fat one.
Is there someone in your heart right now?
of course. i loveee you people.=)
Do you believe you can survive without money?
errr, NOOO!! i'm a shopaholic, i admit.
What are you afraid to lose the most?
my family.love em.~
What do you feel like doing right now?
i feel like talking on the phone.
If there's someone that you love, would you confess to him/her?
yea man. =)
What are the requirements that you wish from your other half?
gosh, BANYAK wei!! basically, same religion-independent-honest-TRUSTABLE.....and the list goes on and on and on....
What is the thing that will make you think he/she is bad?
when he/she has an attitude problem.
If you had to eat one thing for the rest of your life, what would it be?
mummy's herbal soup with hard boiled egg and those orange thingie.
If you had a choice to be rich or happy, which one would you pick?
i'd rather be happy, for sure.
If you have a chance, which part of your character you would like to change?
the part in me that makes me LAZY and PROCRASTINATE.
Who is the person that you can share all your problems with?
GOD.=) he's such a good listener.
How do you see yourself in 10 years time?
married with a kid,a great husband and a cun-ted career.=)
What is the one thing you love about yourself?
the fact that i'm loved by so many people.=)
If you can bring only one thing along with you to another world, what would it be?
probably education. Nelson Mandela once said, "Education is a powerful weapon which you can use to change the world." i'm gonna change that world and make it revolve around me! LOL.
7 Tags
-has
-lei
-sl
-yenn
-kal
-yape! miss u, my biatch.=)
Chupachups Lolipop Cola Flavour!i still get to save 30cents! =)
What is your most favorite thing to do?
Doing illegal stuff, knowing that i can get caught anytime. hehe.
What kind of news do you read?
erm, first its gotta be about football, then politics, then gossips of course! =P
What would you give up in return to eat all you want in the world and not get fat?
i would give up nothing 'cos i mmg can't get fat one.
Is there someone in your heart right now?
of course. i loveee you people.=)
Do you believe you can survive without money?
errr, NOOO!! i'm a shopaholic, i admit.
What are you afraid to lose the most?
my family.love em.~
What do you feel like doing right now?
i feel like talking on the phone.
If there's someone that you love, would you confess to him/her?
yea man. =)
What are the requirements that you wish from your other half?
gosh, BANYAK wei!! basically, same religion-independent-honest-TRUSTABLE.....and the list goes on and on and on....
What is the thing that will make you think he/she is bad?
when he/she has an attitude problem.
If you had to eat one thing for the rest of your life, what would it be?
mummy's herbal soup with hard boiled egg and those orange thingie.
If you had a choice to be rich or happy, which one would you pick?
i'd rather be happy, for sure.
If you have a chance, which part of your character you would like to change?
the part in me that makes me LAZY and PROCRASTINATE.
Who is the person that you can share all your problems with?
GOD.=) he's such a good listener.
How do you see yourself in 10 years time?
married with a kid,a great husband and a cun-ted career.=)
What is the one thing you love about yourself?
the fact that i'm loved by so many people.=)
If you can bring only one thing along with you to another world, what would it be?
probably education. Nelson Mandela once said, "Education is a powerful weapon which you can use to change the world." i'm gonna change that world and make it revolve around me! LOL.
7 Tags
-has
-lei
-sl
-yenn
-kal
-yape! miss u, my biatch.=)
Tuesday, September 16, 2008
vince tagged me!! =)
awwww, vince tagged me!!! first time being tagged *i think* =)))
so, here it goes...
6 Things I'm Passionate About:
-GOD and all that he has in store for me.
-my family.love em to bits.
-psych. =)
-p7.miss em loads.
-taiping. missing home right now! =S
-does shopping count??
6 Books I've Read Recently:
-My Sister's Keeper by Jodi Piccoult
-Jonathan Livingston Seagull by Richard Bach
-Hidden by Cathy Glass
-Damaged by Cathy Glass
-The Alchemist by Paulo Coelho
-One Dance in Paris by Julia Holden
6 Songs That I Can Listen To Again and Again:
-Halo by Bethany Joy Lenz
-Love Hurts by Incubus
-Off He Goes by Pearl Jam
-With or Without You by U2
-Still by Hillsongs
-Stay by Estrella
Things I Learned In The Past Year:
-love sucks.
-my college friends are a bunch of crazieeeee people.haha.
-i love my parents very much =)
-sometimes you just don't get what you want
-i'm a movie addict.and a shopaholic.
-jesus loves me.=)
6 Bloggers I Tag:
-lei
-yenn
-sulin
-leonard
-daryll *sorry for not linking you.hehe*
-karfei
=)))))
oh yes, HAPPIE BURFDAY OOI COOKIES!!! =)))) LURVEEEEE YOU.=)
so, here it goes...
6 Things I'm Passionate About:
-GOD and all that he has in store for me.
-my family.love em to bits.
-psych. =)
-p7.miss em loads.
-taiping. missing home right now! =S
-does shopping count??
6 Books I've Read Recently:
-My Sister's Keeper by Jodi Piccoult
-Jonathan Livingston Seagull by Richard Bach
-Hidden by Cathy Glass
-Damaged by Cathy Glass
-The Alchemist by Paulo Coelho
-One Dance in Paris by Julia Holden
6 Songs That I Can Listen To Again and Again:
-Halo by Bethany Joy Lenz
-Love Hurts by Incubus
-Off He Goes by Pearl Jam
-With or Without You by U2
-Still by Hillsongs
-Stay by Estrella
Things I Learned In The Past Year:
-love sucks.
-my college friends are a bunch of crazieeeee people.haha.
-i love my parents very much =)
-sometimes you just don't get what you want
-i'm a movie addict.and a shopaholic.
-jesus loves me.=)
6 Bloggers I Tag:
-lei
-yenn
-sulin
-leonard
-daryll *sorry for not linking you.hehe*
-karfei
=)))))
oh yes, HAPPIE BURFDAY OOI COOKIES!!! =)))) LURVEEEEE YOU.=)
Monday, September 15, 2008
too good to be true
i'm so sorry about my previous post... i just had to let out all that i was feeling inside... couldn't stand keeping it boiling inside.i'm glad i did it, cos i feel so much better now.
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today i had my first tutorial for biopsych. miss winnie was not bad, she's pretty laid back and she's just a few years older than us...so i guess that explains why we could 'click' with her. well, she had this 'competition' in class today...she broke us up into two groups...and the game was 'hangman'.lol. we had to guess the cranial nerves of the brain.WTF rite...well, i learnt new terms today...hypoglossal, vestibulocochlear, trigeminal, glossopharyngeal, etc. don't ask me what they are...cos i don't have a clue...i skipped that part while revising my notes the previous day...*reminder to self: learn up the cranial nerves!!*...ohya, bout the competition....my group won of course!!! =)))) and i'm glad i managed to contribute to our winning.=)
here's what we got as our 'prize' for winning::
some 'i dunno what to call it' thing from vietnam.it tastes like asam.
we also got a box of mooncake...but we didn't know how to distribute it...so we ended up giving it to someone...
i had a lot of 'distractions' during research methodology class.
first, my contacts were giving me discomfort. stupid contacts.
second, the class was too full. i felt like i was at some motivation seminar or smth like that. not condusive for learning at all!
third, mich kept sleeping off..and that made me sleepy as well.
fourth, i was so hungry!! didn't eat at all the whole morning *cos i woke up late.tak sempat*
fifth, i was sitting right at the back *hate being short.couldn't see properly*
and lastly, HE-whom-i-don't-know-YET was soooooo bloody hot.couldn't stop staring.=P *guess that's why my eyes were feeling so pain.hehe*
i thought i could catch up what i miss in class today* thanks to the oh-so-many distractions* at home....but the textbook were sold out! damn... next week popquiz!! how??
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today i had my first tutorial for biopsych. miss winnie was not bad, she's pretty laid back and she's just a few years older than us...so i guess that explains why we could 'click' with her. well, she had this 'competition' in class today...she broke us up into two groups...and the game was 'hangman'.lol. we had to guess the cranial nerves of the brain.WTF rite...well, i learnt new terms today...hypoglossal, vestibulocochlear, trigeminal, glossopharyngeal, etc. don't ask me what they are...cos i don't have a clue...i skipped that part while revising my notes the previous day...*reminder to self: learn up the cranial nerves!!*...ohya, bout the competition....my group won of course!!! =)))) and i'm glad i managed to contribute to our winning.=)
here's what we got as our 'prize' for winning::
some 'i dunno what to call it' thing from vietnam.it tastes like asam.
we also got a box of mooncake...but we didn't know how to distribute it...so we ended up giving it to someone...
i had a lot of 'distractions' during research methodology class.
first, my contacts were giving me discomfort. stupid contacts.
second, the class was too full. i felt like i was at some motivation seminar or smth like that. not condusive for learning at all!
third, mich kept sleeping off..and that made me sleepy as well.
fourth, i was so hungry!! didn't eat at all the whole morning *cos i woke up late.tak sempat*
fifth, i was sitting right at the back *hate being short.couldn't see properly*
and lastly, HE-whom-i-don't-know-YET was soooooo bloody hot.couldn't stop staring.=P *guess that's why my eyes were feeling so pain.hehe*
i thought i could catch up what i miss in class today* thanks to the oh-so-many distractions* at home....but the textbook were sold out! damn... next week popquiz!! how??
Sunday, September 14, 2008
priorities
i'm just so fed up with your endless SHIT..
i'm tired of being your messenger...
i've had enough of you screwing my life up as well.
can you do things for yourself YOURSELF??
you've gotta learn...
and i'm gonna teach you.
deal with it,
the effing hard way.
btw, we have our own lives to deal with you know
and our lives do not effing revolve around yours.
your problems are yours, not mine.
i know i'm supposed to be a friend,
but get over with it for heaven's sake.
i'm done being your pet. DONE.
i'm tired of being your messenger...
i've had enough of you screwing my life up as well.
can you do things for yourself YOURSELF??
you've gotta learn...
and i'm gonna teach you.
deal with it,
the effing hard way.
btw, we have our own lives to deal with you know
and our lives do not effing revolve around yours.
your problems are yours, not mine.
i know i'm supposed to be a friend,
but get over with it for heaven's sake.
i'm done being your pet. DONE.
Wednesday, September 10, 2008
kebodohan and LLAME-ness with double L
picture was taken today from the inside of mich's car...she slammed the door with part of the tree in it!!!!lawak sial...well, it wouldn't be michelle without some 'moo-dohan'.=P
this is emma's mechanical pencil *she got it for free*....that paper thing is actually a scroll that comes out of the pencil. HOW RIDICULOUS?? who would want some scroll-y thingie in a pencil with the PM's face on it?????LLAME!!!!!!! the idea of the scroll thing is great, but who gives a shit about agriculture?? put some rock band pic or smth more interesting and beneficial, then only cun-ted ma..emma, i know deep down you totally agree with me.hehe.
Monday, September 8, 2008
my sister's keeper
"Doubt thou that the stars are fire;
Doubt thou that the sun doth move;
Doubt truth to be a liar;
But never doubt that I love."
-William Shakespeare, Hamlet
aww....=)
Doubt thou that the sun doth move;
Doubt truth to be a liar;
But never doubt that I love."
-William Shakespeare, Hamlet
aww....=)
Wednesday, September 3, 2008
tomorrow got no class.yay.but not YAY.
i dunno why but i've never been so excited to tell that i have college to attend...yes,the four and a half months of bumming around, dragging myself out of bed to work, wasting money and time, aimlessly lepak-ing with my not-you-again friends, staring at my comp doing nothing,late nights, late mornings, skipping work and going back to taiping for fucks is finally overrrr...don't ask me why, i myself am wondering why i feel sooooo semangat to have classes...guess it's because i've been studying continuously for the past 3/4 of life and then suddenly: no textbooks to read, no homework, no parents lecturing me to study, no timetable, no presentations, bla bla bla...cannot weh, i've missed studying. i felt like i lost myself during the past four months...suddenly going out like nobody's business...doing things that i normally won't do...was sooo not me. my mum even said "u think the house hotel ah...simply go out simply come back whatever time u like." sorrrehhh mi, but now classes have started, i'll try to stay at home as much and be a good girl *like la you gonna know my whereabouts.haha.u're a-3-hours-drive away!*
classes so far have been okay*for those who don't know,i'm studying psychology...and no,i'm not training myself to read you people's minds*...shit man, 2 hours lecture is torture!! especially when you have 4 hours class back to back with only a 5 minute break in between...today, i had a 6 hour break in between *9-10am and then 4-5.30pm*....bloody hell, waiting for 6 hours was a waste of time...the 4pm class ended at 4.50pm cos got no lecture today...and the lecturer, ms nik or whatever her name is was practically reading out whatever was on her copy of the course outline for social and business communication...i was like WTF, i waited 6 hours to hear you reading out stuff that i can actually get later from elearning??? i know it's the first class and normally there's no lecture....but then she could have used her own words to explain the course rite? luckily i was in a laughing mood or else.....BLOW!!! mich, emma and i were sitting together in class and we were practically laughing our asses off at class tadi.....and apparently, for NO reason~ must have been the car ride to cimb and 1u during our break tadi~
i know it's like only the beginning and i'm like complaining so much already.damn, i think i should get a restraining order to stop complaining for myself. i COMPLAIN too much!!! haha.
maybe i should try this .http://www.acomplaintfreeworld.org/ seems pretty cool. got bracelet one.
classes so far have been okay*for those who don't know,i'm studying psychology...and no,i'm not training myself to read you people's minds*...shit man, 2 hours lecture is torture!! especially when you have 4 hours class back to back with only a 5 minute break in between...today, i had a 6 hour break in between *9-10am and then 4-5.30pm*....bloody hell, waiting for 6 hours was a waste of time...the 4pm class ended at 4.50pm cos got no lecture today...and the lecturer, ms nik or whatever her name is was practically reading out whatever was on her copy of the course outline for social and business communication...i was like WTF, i waited 6 hours to hear you reading out stuff that i can actually get later from elearning??? i know it's the first class and normally there's no lecture....but then she could have used her own words to explain the course rite? luckily i was in a laughing mood or else.....BLOW!!! mich, emma and i were sitting together in class and we were practically laughing our asses off at class tadi.....and apparently, for NO reason~ must have been the car ride to cimb and 1u during our break tadi~
i know it's like only the beginning and i'm like complaining so much already.damn, i think i should get a restraining order to stop complaining for myself. i COMPLAIN too much!!! haha.
maybe i should try this .http://www.acomplaintfreeworld.org/ seems pretty cool. got bracelet one.
Saturday, August 30, 2008
i hate that farker
today i learnt something that i must never forget anymore..and that is to trust my instincts...yes, to trust my bloody instincts even when it's about something small. i know you said i shouldn't feel bad but if i(we) had followed my inner voice...all the shit wouldn't have happened today...well, lesson learnt. trust your instincts people!
Sunday, August 24, 2008
oh how i love my hometown, MY taiping.=))
yes, i come from a small town called taiping.and though it doesn't have a mall *tesco and giant doesn't count!* nor a cinema *6 screens coming soon okayyy!* and all those fabulous stuff that we can enjoy in kl...i love this place to death! there's a reason we have friends you see. so, i've been back in taiping for a week now and it was such a good time to meet up with some old friends~~
*monday, 18th august 2008*
i met up with lei, nakki, john, pipe, stefan and joel at prima for dinner...stefan came back from germany for three weeks so we decided to go to the zoo *night safari*, to see animals of course~ john didn't join us though, cos he just went to the zoo the previous week...
yerrr, snake!! hate em.
a 'beruang matahari' who couldn't sit still.hehe.
stefan!! while playing seesaw with me.haha
pipe.~i pity that thing.haha.
*monday, 18th august 2008*
i met up with lei, nakki, john, pipe, stefan and joel at prima for dinner...stefan came back from germany for three weeks so we decided to go to the zoo *night safari*, to see animals of course~ john didn't join us though, cos he just went to the zoo the previous week...
yerrr, snake!! hate em.
a 'beruang matahari' who couldn't sit still.hehe.
stefan!! while playing seesaw with me.haha
pipe.~i pity that thing.haha.
after night safari, we went to siang malam to yumcha..and alex joined us there for awhile.=)
*tuesday, 19th august 2008*
i skipped breakfast with lei, nakki, stefan and joel 'cos i couldn't wake up.hehe.later, we went to Austin Pool to dip legs *for me and lei*, do some fishing *for nakki and kuhan* and jump into the pool to wet the rest *for stefan*.
kuhan trying his luck in fishing~~*nakki made that fishing rod by himself using bamboo!!*
lei, stefan and i while nakki and kuhan were fishing.hehe.
stefan acting 'macho'
nakki nakki nakki!
shot 1: NOT READY!
shot 2: READY!!
:::> after Austin, we still had some time to spare....so kuhan asked us whether we have gone and see a very huge waterfall....since we had no clue about it and i was in the mood of being mischievious...we headed to the waterfalls. we had to hike up abit and cross some illegal areas...and my, i never felt so grateful for risking my life because the view was CUN-TED!!!
kuhan trying his luck in fishing~~*nakki made that fishing rod by himself using bamboo!!*
lei, stefan and i while nakki and kuhan were fishing.hehe.
stefan acting 'macho'
nakki nakki nakki!
shot 1: NOT READY!
shot 2: READY!!
:::> after Austin, we still had some time to spare....so kuhan asked us whether we have gone and see a very huge waterfall....since we had no clue about it and i was in the mood of being mischievious...we headed to the waterfalls. we had to hike up abit and cross some illegal areas...and my, i never felt so grateful for risking my life because the view was CUN-TED!!!
HEAVEN!!!!
never knew it looked so great upclose~
being tired is NO EXCUSE to not camwhore *teehee*
my dear lei who broke many laws that day.=P
a very blurry view of taiping from up there.
bye bye waterfall, bye bye illegal area..we shall see you...SOON.
my dear lei who broke many laws that day.=P
a very blurry view of taiping from up there.
bye bye waterfall, bye bye illegal area..we shall see you...SOON.
===i'm so freaking proud to come from taiping=== *smiles*
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