a day of mixed feelings

i had finals today!
the subject is soooo stupid...im embarrased to even mention the subject name. haha.
anyway, i think i studied quite enough. i could answer everything! : ) but it was superduper tiring...had to write non stop for two whole hours and i don't know why...my left eye was watering during the paper...no, i wasn't crying! it was just watering by itself. and it sucked big time....having to wipe my tears with one hand while the other had to continue writing. had no time to even stop!

and after the exam...mich was hungry, and she asked me to teman her...and i randomly suggested midv *damn gatal my mouth* ...and she actually agreed....so we went to pick siewsiew *mich's bf* who was sleeping like a pig at home...and the three of us reached midv like 2 hours later. stupid siewsiew lah, didnt want to mandi. haha.

in midv, we didnt know where to eat...and wasted another half an hour walking aimlessly...and then mich saw madam kwan's...so we were like....'okayyyylahhh, let's go'. but then, while walking ot madam kwan's...mich then saw pasta zanmai...then she gatal lah! sooo, we ended up there instead...and mygawd, dis siewsiew damn bloody jakun!! and he stole something from there...me n mich ordered this ice fruit tea...and it came in a very long glass with a very long spoon/fork thing...almost the size of the 30cm ruler!...and he farking stole it, that mangkuk! hahaha.so uncivilized rite? there is more! after that, we walked around aimlessly awhile...and then went to carl's junior for beefchillicheesefries! yeshhh, yum yum! and then, siewsiew started drawing nonsense on my notebook...*pictures shall be uploaded when i do take pics of them!* haha. well, me n mich laugheddddd like nobody's business. i never laughed soooo hard before! :P and we were sooo noisy there, the three of us... with our veryyyy decent language. 'fark you' and many other censored words were said many times. haha. :P damn, such bad influence la you both!!!

yeaaaa, so that was the happy part of today. the sad part is that i couldn't attend the battleofthebands that was held in divinemercy. really wanted to gooo...:( cos someone was playing the drums...hehe. anyway, there's still cheer 09 to go tmrw! and im excited. wheeee! :)

when i say i trust you...it means i farking trust you.

and for you to be able to do that...

IRDKWTS.

and now i can smile again. :)

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wednesday, 17th june 2009 was one day full of misfortunes!

1) i woke up early....but wasted my time doing dunno what that i was late in the end. had to take the cab to coll. bloody cab driver took the wrong way. reached coll right on the dot, just in time for my psychological test nonsense.

2) psych test was shitty. i kept skipping questions without knowing and circled most of my answers wrongly...wasted time liquidpaper-ing the answers. yes, am very anal about neatness. eyes were @.@ by the time i was done with the test.

3) had to go all the way back to mainblock to meet mich, emma n nessa for L4D! but while i was walking up the stairs to meet them...*guess i was so excited cos can finally play L4D all*...i tripped. i farking tripped! rofl. squeaked 'fark' in public. :P and i didn't realise any wounds until i looked down. at first, i saw my nail polish on my big left toenail was scraped off...but then....i saw the nail buldgeing out halfway....ewwwww. i broke my toenail!!

looks horrible horrrrrrr.

4) kena laughed at by mich, emma, ella and nessa from the moment i told them what happened, in the clinic and all day! ishhh. such bytches*whom i still love of course. :P*!! had to fork out 20 bucks just for dressing. maleh.

5) some girl stepped on my foot *the other one, thank god!* while i was paying for my food. ishhh.

6) in design class, we sit on these chairs that got the table thing *can move one*. and the lap thingie fell on my head while i was trying to take my file. ish.

7) and then when i was coming out of the bus, my poor wounded toe terkena nessa's shoes.....PAINNNN!!!!

8) and i couldn't sleep most of the night cos the toe like that...finally settled for an awkward position. LOL.

and now i'm walking around like with a bandaged toe! sooooo retarded. :P

bahahaha. :P

i am such a clumsydumsy, aren't i?

whoopsie

just remembered something funny that happened last week.

uncle abdon and aunty rajes who came down from aussie for my cousin, mark's wedding...met up with me for breakfast in somewhere in bangsar.

we decided to eat chinese and aunty wanted to sit outside since they don't have such 'outside stalls' in aussie.

trying to be a good niece *hehe*, i just agreed with everything...even the food they ordered.

so, while i was halfway through with my wantanmee, i suddenly felt like really full already cos i don't usually eat breakfast and i had gastric problem the week before and was just recovering from it.

in my mind, i was like praying really hard so that i can finish up my food...cos people ajak makan, then if don't finish...not nice, rite?

seconds later...guess what happened? bird poo fell on my food. LMAO. like out of nowhere, suddenly it just 'plop'-ed on my food. hahaha.

i laughed like shyt man...but inside, i was secretly thanking god for answering my littlesillyprayer.

:P

the tingling feeling is back.

and it tingles whenever nirvana sings smells like teen spirit.

:P

but, i'm still skeptical though.

hmmmm.

john schlitt-there is someone

As you walk the path you chose
It leaves you nowhere else to go
Your bridges burned
You think you've gone too far
You feel the life that you've been living
But there is someone who loves you
Just the way you are

There is someone
Who loves you just the way you are
There is someone
Who holds you deep within His heart
With the Father's love, He's waiting
So rush into His open arms
There is someone
Who loves you just the way you are

If you could only see yourself
Through the eyes of someone else
You'd know the love that's there
Right from the start
All your fears and doubts would melt
From the tenderness you felt
From this someone who loves you
Just the way you are

Never a shadow of turning at all
Always so faithful and true
Ready to catch you whenever you fall
He's calling out to you


*gosh, love these lyrics...: ) *

p/s: bro sang this song in church, and i cried. I CRIED. haha.