eff off

you know what ticks me off?

old friends who do not seem to care about you anymore.
even when you try to make them notice you...they don't give two shits about you.

i'm even starting to think that they're not so fond of me...or maybe they're just too busy, but when opportunities arise to meet up, they don't even try...

and then, when they need you, they come to you like beggars. eek, farking irritating.

ahh, out you go. out of my life. shoo shoo.

facts you should know about rachel gomez:

1# when i'm not in a good mood, i listen to my chemical romance. rawr.

2# when i'm pissed off, i wear my 'what the fuck' t-shirt.

At times life is wicked and I just can't see the light
A silver lining sometimes isn't enough
To make some wrongs seem right
Whatever life brings
I've been through everything
And now I'm on my knees again
But I know I must go on
Although I hurt I must be strong
Because inside I know that many feel this way

amazed

i am amazed bout:

1) how sleep (or rather a nap) can change one's mood.

i am. simply. amazed.

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new semester has just started. i'm officially (as what sulin called) a sophomore. hehe. it's gonna be one crazy semester. i can just smell it. :P

and now tears are flowing down...

thanx alot.

it's 4am and i can't sleep

today, while waiting for mummy to finish work, i decided to read the newspaper. LOL. and i stumbled across a not-so-very-big article that captured my attention...the headline was 'are you a social butterfly?'

i was like....hmmm....i like butterflies *lol.dumbass me*...and hmmm...i do consider myself quite sociable...so i decided to scan the article, and i saw words like facebook and windows live and friendster in it...that got me hooked on right away!

basically the article was about this term called 'social buttefly' and how to know if you're an online one. okayy, let's plagiarise!! here's a checklist...u can consider yourself an online social butterfly if you:

• have hundreds of friends and contacts across several social networking groups such as facebook, myspace, twitter, linkedin, windows live and friendster. *CHECK*
• spend more than two hours a day flitting across different social networks to keep track of friends' updates; share ur updates with the community. download applications, upload photos, take a stab at quizzes, customize ur page and much more. *CHECK CHECK*
• can't resist loggin on to a social network via ur PC, lappie or mobile phone any time you have few minutes to spare *DAYUM! as jul would say. this is so effing true*
• often log on to ur social networks for a 'quick peek' while you're at work (or when u're supposed to be doing work) *shittt. this happens all the time*
• feel disconnected if u haven't logged on to ur different social networks for a day.*i can TRIPPLE CHECK that!*

and guess what..the reason i'm still awake at this hour is because i woke up suddenly and remembered that i didn't check my facebook yesterday. wtfwtfwtf.

shyt, i have no life. LLAME. :P

~article can be found in NST Saturday, 14th july 09 issue. under 'YOU'.

random updates

just talked to the chimp *yes, i'm referring to you, jul* hehe. busy man la that 'handsome boy'. :P

i've been back in shithole for 3 days now andddddddd....nothing productive has been done so far:

1) watched loads of movies: obsessed, the coffin, the uninvited, silent hill, aquamarine, saw, pink panther 2, and the latest...harry potter!! :)

2) slept over at joanne's place. we watched 3 horror movies in a row. slept at 5.30am. bahaha.

3) was depressed and moody yesterday cos i was so bored...(made jul moody too. :( sorry!)

4) got mad at someone cos that idiot gave me empty promises. screw you!

5) watched 'the city'. lameeeeeee.

i hope tomorrow *technically, it's today* will be better. going to 'trim' my hair! and there's uncle edwin's birthday partay to attend. yay! can dress up. :)

and sunday's christina's n aaron's confirmation. hehe. good food awaits me!! :P