priorities

i'm just so fed up with your endless SHIT..
i'm tired of being your messenger...
i've had enough of you screwing my life up as well.
can you do things for yourself YOURSELF??
you've gotta learn...
and i'm gonna teach you.

deal with it,
the effing hard way.

btw, we have our own lives to deal with you know
and our lives do not effing revolve around yours.
your problems are yours, not mine.
i know i'm supposed to be a friend,
but get over with it for heaven's sake.

i'm done being your pet. DONE.

kebodohan and LLAME-ness with double L

picture was taken today from the inside of mich's car...she slammed the door with part of the tree in it!!!!lawak sial...well, it wouldn't be michelle without some 'moo-dohan'.=P

this is emma's mechanical pencil *she got it for free*....that paper thing is actually a scroll that comes out of the pencil. HOW RIDICULOUS?? who would want some scroll-y thingie in a pencil with the PM's face on it?????LLAME!!!!!!! the idea of the scroll thing is great, but who gives a shit about agriculture?? put some rock band pic or smth more interesting and beneficial, then only cun-ted ma..emma, i know deep down you totally agree with me.hehe.

my sister's keeper

"Doubt thou that the stars are fire;
Doubt thou that the sun doth move;
Doubt truth to be a liar;
But never doubt that I love."

-William Shakespeare, Hamlet

aww....=)

tomorrow got no class.yay.but not YAY.

i dunno why but i've never been so excited to tell that i have college to attend...yes,the four and a half months of bumming around, dragging myself out of bed to work, wasting money and time, aimlessly lepak-ing with my not-you-again friends, staring at my comp doing nothing,late nights, late mornings, skipping work and going back to taiping for fucks is finally overrrr...don't ask me why, i myself am wondering why i feel sooooo semangat to have classes...guess it's because i've been studying continuously for the past 3/4 of life and then suddenly: no textbooks to read, no homework, no parents lecturing me to study, no timetable, no presentations, bla bla bla...cannot weh, i've missed studying. i felt like i lost myself during the past four months...suddenly going out like nobody's business...doing things that i normally won't do...was sooo not me. my mum even said "u think the house hotel ah...simply go out simply come back whatever time u like." sorrrehhh mi, but now classes have started, i'll try to stay at home as much and be a good girl *like la you gonna know my whereabouts.haha.u're a-3-hours-drive away!*

classes so far have been okay*for those who don't know,i'm studying psychology...and no,i'm not training myself to read you people's minds*...shit man, 2 hours lecture is torture!! especially when you have 4 hours class back to back with only a 5 minute break in between...today, i had a 6 hour break in between *9-10am and then 4-5.30pm*....bloody hell, waiting for 6 hours was a waste of time...the 4pm class ended at 4.50pm cos got no lecture today...and the lecturer, ms nik or whatever her name is was practically reading out whatever was on her copy of the course outline for social and business communication...i was like WTF, i waited 6 hours to hear you reading out stuff that i can actually get later from elearning??? i know it's the first class and normally there's no lecture....but then she could have used her own words to explain the course rite? luckily i was in a laughing mood or else.....BLOW!!! mich, emma and i were sitting together in class and we were practically laughing our asses off at class tadi.....and apparently, for NO reason~ must have been the car ride to cimb and 1u during our break tadi~

i know it's like only the beginning and i'm like complaining so much already.damn, i think i should get a restraining order to stop complaining for myself. i COMPLAIN too much!!! haha.

maybe i should try this .http://www.acomplaintfreeworld.org/ seems pretty cool. got bracelet one.

i hate that farker

today i learnt something that i must never forget anymore..and that is to trust my instincts...yes, to trust my bloody instincts even when it's about something small. i know you said i shouldn't feel bad but if i(we) had followed my inner voice...all the shit wouldn't have happened today...well, lesson learnt. trust your instincts people!

oh how i love my hometown, MY taiping.=))

yes, i come from a small town called taiping.and though it doesn't have a mall *tesco and giant doesn't count!* nor a cinema *6 screens coming soon okayyy!* and all those fabulous stuff that we can enjoy in kl...i love this place to death! there's a reason we have friends you see. so, i've been back in taiping for a week now and it was such a good time to meet up with some old friends~~

*monday, 18th august 2008*

i met up with lei, nakki, john, pipe, stefan and joel at prima for dinner...stefan came back from germany for three weeks so we decided to go to the zoo *night safari*, to see animals of course~ john didn't join us though, cos he just went to the zoo the previous week...


yerrr, snake!! hate em.


a 'beruang matahari' who couldn't sit still.hehe.


stefan!! while playing seesaw with me.haha

pipe.~i pity that thing.haha.

us~ =))))

after night safari, we went to siang malam to yumcha..and alex joined us there for awhile.=)

*tuesday, 19th august 2008*

i skipped breakfast with lei, nakki, stefan and joel 'cos i couldn't wake up.hehe.later, we went to Austin Pool to dip legs *for me and lei*, do some fishing *for nakki and kuhan* and jump into the pool to wet the rest *for stefan*.


kuhan trying his luck in fishing~~*nakki made that fishing rod by himself using bamboo!!*



lei, stefan and i while nakki and kuhan were fishing.hehe.


stefan acting 'macho'



nakki nakki nakki!


shot 1: NOT READY!


shot 2: READY!!

:::> after Austin, we still had some time to spare....so kuhan asked us whether we have gone and see a very huge waterfall....since we had no clue about it and i was in the mood of being mischievious...we headed to the waterfalls. we had to hike up abit and cross some illegal areas...and my, i never felt so grateful for risking my life because the view was CUN-TED!!!

HEAVEN!!!!

never knew it looked so great upclose~

being tired is NO EXCUSE to not camwhore *teehee*


my dear lei who broke many laws that day.=P


a very blurry view of taiping from up there.


bye bye waterfall, bye bye illegal area..we shall see you...SOON.

===i'm so freaking proud to come from taiping=== *smiles*

stuck in a moment

:by u2


I direct the lyrics of this song to myself and all those who feel the same:

I'm not afraid
Of anything in this world
There's nothing you can throw at me
That I haven't already heard
I'm just trying to find
A decent melody
A song that I can sing
In my own company

I never thought you were a fool
But darling, look at you.
Ooh.You gotta stand up straight, carry your own weight'
Cause tears are going nowhere baby

You've got to get yourself together
You've got stuck in a moment
And now you can't get out of it
Don't say that later will be better
Now you're stuck in a moment
And you can't get out of it

I will not forsake
The colors that you bring
The nights you filled with fireworks
They left you with nothing
I am still enchanted
By the light you brought to me
I listen through your ears
Through your eyes I can see

You are such a fool
To worry like you do..
Oh I know it's tough
And you can never get enough
Of what you don't really need now
My, oh my

You've got to get yourself together
You've got stuck in a moment
And you can't get out of it
Oh love, look at you now
You've got yourself stuck in a moment
And you can't get out of it

I was unconscious, half asleep
The water is warm 'til you discover how deep
I wasn't jumping, for me it was a fall
It's a long way down to nothing at all

You've got to get yourself together
You've got stuck in a moment
And you can't get out of it
Don't say that later will be better
Now you're stuck in a moment
And you can't get out of it

And if the night runs over
And if the day won't last
And if your way should falter
Along this stony pass

It's just a moment
This time will pass



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p/s: i sure hope it will!!=) *crossing my fingers tightly*