i miss you, feeling

have you woke up with that tingling feeling in you...
that tingling feeling that makes you smile....
that tingling feeling that gives you a reason to live another day...
that tingling feeling that makes you feel like hugging everyone you know...
that tingling feeling that gives you happy tears; tears of joy.....??

well, i used to have it....

but it's been GONE for quite some time. gone. G.O.N.E. pooof! =((

motivationnnnnnnn!!! please come back!

exit: light, enter: night

been really stressed up nowadays...
my few days in taiping was so not fun like how i imagined it would be...didnt get to meet up with ALL my friends...then i had to study and do work but thanks to my procrastination, i have not completed my assignments which are all due this friday *shit*...
and now classes have started back again...it's soooo tiring..i dread mornings when alarm rings....blegh.
it's come to the point where everyday when i wake up, i straightaway look forward to when i can sleep. which makes me realise....what a life i have.it shouldn't be like this at all!! grrr. =(

anyway, monday (yesterday) was a nice day despite me being super duper exhausted *i travelled back to kl at 4am, reached kl at 7am, slept awhile till 8am, had class from 10-3pm, group meeting till 5pm, came home roun 6smth only!*
well, it was a nice day thanks to some distractions *that distracted me ALOT.hehe.* and some good news from SHELTER HOME. =))))

some how, my very close friends think that there's progress in something...but i don't think so. i don't know why, but it seems so easy for everyone around me except for ME...why do i have to try so hard? i don't think i can cope for long. *sniffs*

gotta get back to my assignments now...wish me luck!

sniffs

sometimes i wonder why i'm friends with you.......











....especially now.

going back to peace.

ah yes, after the long wait...

i can finally go back for a few days, a few days before the whole ALLWORKANDNOPLAY life starts..blegh.

*i wanna hug my peeps*
*i wanna kiss my patch*
*i wanna irritate my parents with my endless stories!*
*i wanna sleep like there's no tomorrow*
*i wanna watch horror movies with joanne*
*i wanna do illegal stuff*
*i wanna lepak at taiping sentral*
*i wanna sip taiping's starbucks.slurpslurp*
*i wanna lepak lepak lepak*
*i wanna do assignments NOT*but i have too.deadlines, i hate you!*

so guys, i'll be either at home or at starbucks doing my assignments during the day and when darkness comes...call me. =))

flames to dust

i bummed into an old friend at 1u just now *finally watched mamma mia!!=)*
i've known her since tadika and we were best friends in standard 3*that's like 10 years ago!*...but when we met just now...it was super awkward.
i didn't even know what to say. damn. weird moment of the day.

i finally got to sleeeeep last night, infact i overslept...i do feel bad for sleeping instead of catching up on my studies and yes, assignments *again!*....but thinking about it, i think i sort of deserved that 13 hours of sleep.hehe.this week has been pretty hectic...i dread waking up for 8am classes *screw em!* ...but it's only the beginning and october's gonna be more hectic and crazieee....you should see the list of assignments that's due in october *don't wanna think about it!* plus i'm gonna be travelling every weekend in october *check out www.h-factor.info =)*
but but.....i'm truly grateful cos i'm doing what i love. and that's what's most important, rite?

stay

yesterday was one hell of a topsy-turvy day. i have no idea what happened to me but i was really OFF. i was talking cock the whole day especially after the experiment....it came to a point that even emma and mich asked me, 'who are you and what have to done to the rachel we know?' hahaha. and i believe it is all due to the blardy 8am classes. stupid shit, 8am classes really tires me out....i'm so not a morning person okay.
kay, enuf of complaints....hehe.

although i was so crappy yesterday, it was fun chilling with my peeps.
it was also oga's bday yesterday *much love to u oga!*



ohya, incase you're wondering....i'm addicted to stay by estrella.....keep on playing that song over and over again. i noe, i'm such a retard.

......shit, i just realised that time is passing so fast...and i need to fin up my movie review *farktard assignment.dun even und the blardy ques!*


p/s: i need my motivation. whereeeeeee areeeeee yoouuuuuuuu????

*wink wink*

at this moment, i am feeling very very happieeeeeee.=))))))

woohoo!!