i hate that farker

today i learnt something that i must never forget anymore..and that is to trust my instincts...yes, to trust my bloody instincts even when it's about something small. i know you said i shouldn't feel bad but if i(we) had followed my inner voice...all the shit wouldn't have happened today...well, lesson learnt. trust your instincts people!

oh how i love my hometown, MY taiping.=))

yes, i come from a small town called taiping.and though it doesn't have a mall *tesco and giant doesn't count!* nor a cinema *6 screens coming soon okayyy!* and all those fabulous stuff that we can enjoy in kl...i love this place to death! there's a reason we have friends you see. so, i've been back in taiping for a week now and it was such a good time to meet up with some old friends~~

*monday, 18th august 2008*

i met up with lei, nakki, john, pipe, stefan and joel at prima for dinner...stefan came back from germany for three weeks so we decided to go to the zoo *night safari*, to see animals of course~ john didn't join us though, cos he just went to the zoo the previous week...


yerrr, snake!! hate em.


a 'beruang matahari' who couldn't sit still.hehe.


stefan!! while playing seesaw with me.haha

pipe.~i pity that thing.haha.

us~ =))))

after night safari, we went to siang malam to yumcha..and alex joined us there for awhile.=)

*tuesday, 19th august 2008*

i skipped breakfast with lei, nakki, stefan and joel 'cos i couldn't wake up.hehe.later, we went to Austin Pool to dip legs *for me and lei*, do some fishing *for nakki and kuhan* and jump into the pool to wet the rest *for stefan*.


kuhan trying his luck in fishing~~*nakki made that fishing rod by himself using bamboo!!*



lei, stefan and i while nakki and kuhan were fishing.hehe.


stefan acting 'macho'



nakki nakki nakki!


shot 1: NOT READY!


shot 2: READY!!

:::> after Austin, we still had some time to spare....so kuhan asked us whether we have gone and see a very huge waterfall....since we had no clue about it and i was in the mood of being mischievious...we headed to the waterfalls. we had to hike up abit and cross some illegal areas...and my, i never felt so grateful for risking my life because the view was CUN-TED!!!

HEAVEN!!!!

never knew it looked so great upclose~

being tired is NO EXCUSE to not camwhore *teehee*


my dear lei who broke many laws that day.=P


a very blurry view of taiping from up there.


bye bye waterfall, bye bye illegal area..we shall see you...SOON.

===i'm so freaking proud to come from taiping=== *smiles*

stuck in a moment

:by u2


I direct the lyrics of this song to myself and all those who feel the same:

I'm not afraid
Of anything in this world
There's nothing you can throw at me
That I haven't already heard
I'm just trying to find
A decent melody
A song that I can sing
In my own company

I never thought you were a fool
But darling, look at you.
Ooh.You gotta stand up straight, carry your own weight'
Cause tears are going nowhere baby

You've got to get yourself together
You've got stuck in a moment
And now you can't get out of it
Don't say that later will be better
Now you're stuck in a moment
And you can't get out of it

I will not forsake
The colors that you bring
The nights you filled with fireworks
They left you with nothing
I am still enchanted
By the light you brought to me
I listen through your ears
Through your eyes I can see

You are such a fool
To worry like you do..
Oh I know it's tough
And you can never get enough
Of what you don't really need now
My, oh my

You've got to get yourself together
You've got stuck in a moment
And you can't get out of it
Oh love, look at you now
You've got yourself stuck in a moment
And you can't get out of it

I was unconscious, half asleep
The water is warm 'til you discover how deep
I wasn't jumping, for me it was a fall
It's a long way down to nothing at all

You've got to get yourself together
You've got stuck in a moment
And you can't get out of it
Don't say that later will be better
Now you're stuck in a moment
And you can't get out of it

And if the night runs over
And if the day won't last
And if your way should falter
Along this stony pass

It's just a moment
This time will pass



~~
p/s: i sure hope it will!!=) *crossing my fingers tightly*

puppies!

since small, i've always had a thing for puppies....just loveeeee 'em.=)
so, when melis told me that her dog, skipper gave birth to 4 puppies (one died though, so left three only)....i was soooo excited... the following day after she told me, me and joanne went to her house right after we came back from penang...and OMFG, they're SOOOOOOOO blardy cute....


joanne and i holding fluffy, whiskey and scruffy.=)))


joanne holding fluffy, me holding whiskey and melis holding scruffy.EEEEK.


that's skipper, the mummy.


they look like teddy bears, don't they???

seeing them reminds me of last year when my dog, patch gave birth to 8 puppies (two died at birth though).....sooooo freaking adorable puppies they were....!!!!


patch and her six pupppies.=))))


the weird thing was...all six of them had same skin colour in pairs....

these are the brownish ones with black eyes...


these are the ones with a darker brown skin tone...
*the fat one on the left is oreo!*


and these are the two fully brown ones with pink noses.


that's oreo...the only one we kept for a year...then my parents nicely went and give it away to uncle george.=((((

i dunno why i just love dogs...ask me to choose between a baby and a dog/puppy...even if i'm blindfolded...i definitely choose the dog/puppy.hehe. don't ask me why....

bye bye weihan!!!!! =(

this is weihan. he's ken's best friend.=) i got to know him a few weeks ago when i had to teman ken, mich and him play pool at ac...just when we're getting to know each other.*he is such a funny guy,joker sial*..he had to leave to singapore to studyyy.=((( soooo, this is a special post dedicated to you, wei han. i'm sure u'll never forget me after what happened at souled out during your farewell.hehehe.

*13 august 2008*souled out, sri hartamas.

weihan and the flaming lamborghini we ordered specially for him.


S.O.S.!!!!! *souled out shooters*


weihan feeling tipsy after his bottoms up.


after out first test tube shots.=)


S.O.S no more!! =(


what a lucky guy he is.=) mayying, mich, weihan, me and mandy.



su sheong/sheng/sheang *i didn't get ur name!!hehe sowee*, weihan and ken. the 3 best buddies.=)

so weihan, all the best in your studies...go singapore dee don't forget us ahh!!! kick u then u know.hehe...and when u're back...let us know, we go drink again kayyy.=))

my 19th~

this year i decided to celebrate my bday in kl. was kinda reluctant to do so cos for the past 18 years i've always celebrated with my parents.but it turned out to be one of the best bday's ever.

it was a really packed day...: (i have no idea why got the lines)

1) mamak-ing and shisha-ing with essie, alex, cash, clara, bryan on the eve
2) mcd-ng for breakfast with emma and L
3) did manicure *first time!* with emma =)
4) lunch at pyramid with emma, L and mich
5) went to watched an orchestra at ucsi in cheras with ken, mich and jinle
6) and finally, dinner-ing at souled out.

(okay, these lines are pissing me off!!!)

and not forgetting all the wishes i got from everyone. THANXXXX FOR MAKING MY BDAY A BLAST!!! HUGS.




cuppacakes that we bought at wondermilk~~



emma, me and L....in the car~



us again at pyramid.;)


the orchestra team at ucsi.=)


jinle and me at souled out!


ken ken~~


ken,me and michhh.=))

~~~~


CLARA!!!! and me. she is sooooo CUTE!


essie and me...HOWWWWWW? haha.

ssstressss.

coll's gonna start soon...i'm soo excited yet i'm scared....

the pressure to perform...i so bloody need a scholarship.=(

not only i've gotta worry bout that...but a whole lot of other stufffff.*%*^%#$#&6^%$$%^&&*

shit, some times i wished i had some one who could listen to me...

not that i don't have anyone who i can talk to...

but u get what i mean riteeeee??

!!!!!!!


sobs.

=(=(

sent my laptop to the computer shop...but the friggin computer people couldn't figure out what's wrong with my laptop *i guess its' problems are way too high-class for them.haha* so, they'll be sending my laptop to the acer people. if those acer people wanna squeeze out money from my pocket *or my parents pockets* again...i'll give them effing people a piece on my mind!!! and judging from past experiences, they'd better not make me do that...!!! sorrrryyyy, but i'm just soooooo frustrated that i don't have my laptop with me.=( i sure hope it doesn't have to be reformated...or else, everything will be gone! *gasp*

my parents are taking me out for a pre birthday celebration tomorrow! yay. am really looking forward to getting out since i've been caving inside the house the whole day today. and on wednesday, i'll be back in kl.urgh. as usual, i'm always reluctant to go back...well, who isn't?? *nods together with all my taiping peeps*

and jin le, if u read this.....i think i'm finding myself again...fewhh.=)

=(

haih. my laptop decided to shut up by switching itself off a few days ago...
so i guess i won't be able to be online for a while until it's been fixed...
gots lotssss of updates(very juicy ones) but i guess i'll have to keep u all on ur toes till my i get my laptop back.
damn, life without my laptop sucks. =(((((

SHOUT OUT: to cecilia!!! congrats on winning SO YOU THINK YOU CAN DANCE!!! love u!! =))))

CONDOLENCES: to brian..so sorry to hear about your bro passing away. i'm sure he's in a better place now.~

HUGS AND KISSES: to miss leow even!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY DEAR SISTHA!!! muax.love u!!!=)))

POKES: to my crazeeee LLAME peeps (emma, mich, jinle, ken, graceyy, sandy, alan)...i noe u all miss me.=P

BIATCH KISSES: to my dear P7's......eiiiii, we so have to meet up like PRONTO!...P7's like dying dee.=(

*LOVES*: to my dalin.=)misss u.