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Name: squishmyassifyouwantto
Sisters: i wish.
Brothers: one dumbass one.
Shoe size: between 4 and 5. sucks big time!
Height: 155cm-ish.i think.
Where do you live: i stay in kl, but i'll forever live in taiping. *wink*


Have you ever..
Been on a plane: next week, i will. yay!.
Swam in the ocean: if u call holding onto mich like i'm going to drown anytime soon with a stupifd life jacket that made me look like a fool and paddling around....swimming, then yes? lol.
Fallen asleep at school: nope, i had to pretend to be a role model. =P
Broken someone's heart: sorry, but no regrets.
Fell off your chair: yeah, very the unstable.
Saved e-mails: for what?
What is your room like: BORING.
Do you believe in love at first sight: nehhh.


Who was / were the last person(s)..
You danced with: mel and joanne.bhangra! lol.
Last made you smile: ralfie, who sang chinese songs to me just now. lol.


Today did you..
Talk to someone you like: unfortunately, nope.
Kissed anyone: *smooch* there, i just did.
Get sick: in the morning? yeahh.
Talk to an ex: nope, don't wish to.
Miss someone: yeahhhh. i miss mayling! yay. gonna see u tmrw! =)
Eat: didn't eat lunch but over ate for dinner. now, i feel so bloated up.
Drink asparagus juice: bleh, never!
Talk to a hot German boy: sadly, no.
Pay attention in lectures: i didnt have lecture today. i had a stupid tutorial class where we did nothing but sat down and stone.
Meet the man of your dreams and end up finding out he likes your best friend instead and stabbed him with a spork till he bled and stained your shoes and made you cry: damn i wish i had.that wud be fun. =P


Is there a person who is on your mind now: for now, zac zac cos that mangkuk just called me. lol.
Do you want children: yes please.i want camillus and claire as my kids.=)
Do you like your hand-writing: am proud of it.=)
Are your toe nails painted: it is now. dark blue.
Whose bed other than yours would you rather sleep in: my parent's bed. hehe.
When did you cry last: erm, last week i think. damn emo. =P
Are you a friendly person: what say u?
Where is the person you have feelings for right now: no freaking idea.*wonders who's that guy*
Have you ever crawled through a window:haha.yeah.in penang.
Can you handle the truth: what truth?
Who was the last person you cried in front of: my dad.. blegh.
Do you eat healthy: i try to. but cannot la....cannot resist mcd.
Do you still have pictures of you & your ex: erm, nope.
Have you ever cried because of something someone said to you: yea, hate her for that.
Are you loud or quiet most of the time: quiet i guess.
Are you confident: it depends. ~~
Are you controlling: haha, i can be if i want to.


5 things I was doing 10 years ago :
-fighting with my bro everyday. haha.
-being stalked by seniors in school who liked my bro. *wth rite*
-talking to juliana in class all day long about briefs. haha.
-freaking out over worms.
-screwing up my pts paper.haha.


5 things I would do if I were a billionaire :(in chronological order)
-holidayyyyy around the world
-go to africa and help all the poor people there. =)
-own a mall, so i can just shop till i literally drop. haha
-go hunting for my other half. =P
-camwhore on every newpaper, magazine, website. haha.


5 jobs I've had :
-student part-timer at help CMD
-stoner
-loner
-daydreamer
-does doing house chores count?


5 people I tag/want to annoy with pointless things like this:
-lei
-sulin
-meiyen
-alan
-vince

me likey

a rainbow in the city?? i never knew i would be able to see one of the marvels of God's creation on a Monday evening; on a Monday evening where i felt so low...

seeing that made me *smile* like this.....

aww, camillus is so cute. =))))

zapppp, back to reality. time for assignments. blah.

no secrets please.

i slept with the lights on last night...that is such a first *i usually must sleep in total darkness*
and i left my laptop on the whole night also...
that's because i fell asleep after finishing one of my assignments.
was supposed to take a nap before i started on my 2nd assignment, A NAP, but ended up sleeping all night thru....with the damn lights on!!
haha. yes people, that's how tired i am these days.
and then i woke up late....was supposed to reach coll by 8am to do experiment with emma but i woke up with a big headache. i finally got out of bed around 9smth and reached late for my 10am replacement class *45minutes late!10-3pm class okay, the same subject for 5 hours!*

i entered class thru the back door thinking that emma and mich will be sitting quite behind...but they were in front. damn malu okay...have to walk all the way to the front when the lecturer was talking. nevermind about that...i sat down for like 10 minutes and then miss nik said..'okay class, u can have a 5 minutes break now.' maleh, come class ade got break. haha.

then when emma and mich went downstairs to get food, miss nik started class again. 10 minutes later, emma messages me saying, 'we're eating outside. come now.' without thinking twice, i terus got up and walked out of the class and there we were, 3 of us, sitting on the floor eating bread and talking stories *our stories damn endless wan* around 20 minutes later, everyone started coming out of class and told us that got half an hour break now.

we came out of class early for our group counseling *me, emma, siyan, burn, anne, serli, julian, nicholas*....the counseling session was actually fun. =) gan and urmela, our counselors are nice people. we actually learnt alot from our counseling session. =) *can't wait for next week's session*

ohya, i just found out that one of my close friends has a new gf but he did not tell us!!! HOW DARE YOU, ******!! i'm so gonna smack you, ******!! hahaha. be afraid, be very afraid *growls*

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emma says my turn's coming up... but somehow i'm not sure. *cross fingers*

p/s: i lost my nose stud....so no more nose piercing ade. =( can't wait to pierce it again...!

i miss you, feeling

have you woke up with that tingling feeling in you...
that tingling feeling that makes you smile....
that tingling feeling that gives you a reason to live another day...
that tingling feeling that makes you feel like hugging everyone you know...
that tingling feeling that gives you happy tears; tears of joy.....??

well, i used to have it....

but it's been GONE for quite some time. gone. G.O.N.E. pooof! =((

motivationnnnnnnn!!! please come back!

exit: light, enter: night

been really stressed up nowadays...
my few days in taiping was so not fun like how i imagined it would be...didnt get to meet up with ALL my friends...then i had to study and do work but thanks to my procrastination, i have not completed my assignments which are all due this friday *shit*...
and now classes have started back again...it's soooo tiring..i dread mornings when alarm rings....blegh.
it's come to the point where everyday when i wake up, i straightaway look forward to when i can sleep. which makes me realise....what a life i have.it shouldn't be like this at all!! grrr. =(

anyway, monday (yesterday) was a nice day despite me being super duper exhausted *i travelled back to kl at 4am, reached kl at 7am, slept awhile till 8am, had class from 10-3pm, group meeting till 5pm, came home roun 6smth only!*
well, it was a nice day thanks to some distractions *that distracted me ALOT.hehe.* and some good news from SHELTER HOME. =))))

some how, my very close friends think that there's progress in something...but i don't think so. i don't know why, but it seems so easy for everyone around me except for ME...why do i have to try so hard? i don't think i can cope for long. *sniffs*

gotta get back to my assignments now...wish me luck!