why am i feeling like this again?

i've just wasted 4 hours doing nothing...and don't get me started on the number of classes i've missed this week. somehow i've lost my cheery mood, my appetite, my motivation to studee, i get tired like damn easily, i get pissed off damn easily too.....SERIOUSLY, what is wrong with me???where are you , Rachel??? whereeeeeeee??=(


okay, i just had to blurt that out. now, i feel better...
i guess i'm pretty affected by the fact that i have to move out soon and find a new place to stay. the best part is....i have yet to find a place.so, yes, i'm going to be homeless in december. if u see me sleeping on the streets, do say hello okay.
i'm seriously sad that i have to move out. staying with aunty for more than one year has been great. you see, i'm not attached to anyone...so yeah, the only TLC i get is from aunty and her family.and now, when i move out.....who's gonna gimme the TLC that i seriously need???yes, daddy and mummy do call but.....u get what i mean, right?
i really dunno how i'm going to find a place...i dun wana simply choose a place to stay...and then later suffer like i did last time in brickfields.no way that's going to happen again! *i shall gossip about my brickfields story another time*

alright, enough of my sob story....
yest was xueying's birthday....and we all went to souled out, sri hartamas for dinner! *i love that place*


xueying and i. *happy birthday syg!*



eeeeeek, so cute. =)

yum yum, my margarita!~

mich's oxidated apple martini. so fugly looking. hehe.

and that's us girls...finally a picture with tiffany after so long trying to get her to show her face to the camera *the one on the right* =)))

it was fun dining at souled out...i just love the customer service there.they're so freaking friendly. =)but u shud have seen the bill....rm645.75 for 15 people. hehehe.

everything went on just fine until we heard an announcement about someone's car...turned out it was emma's car...and guess what happened?? one of her windows kena smashed...but the funny thing is....the fucker who did it didn't steal anything, not even the smart tag. what a dumbass!!

the lesson we learnt from this incident: valet park next time!! wasted i dun have a pic of the smashed car to *gasp* you.

i guess it's back to assignments time! *yay!* let the cursing begin... XD

back there and now back here again.

after 1 and a half months of not being able to go home, i finally went back to taiping last friday...
coincidently, it was mel's bday on friday....
and we (joanne, yiphing and i) suprised her at legend inn hotel.
she was indeed suprised and very happy cos she thought everyone didn't give a damn about her birthday...she was actually feeling depressed and sad on that day!! haha. well, we love u, mel!! =)



it's tradition to smear icing on the face. =P


after dinner, we all went to taiping sentral *the most 'happening' place in taiping* to watch madagascar 2 *i watched this movie two days in a row*...since we were there 2 hours before the actual timing, we decided to go and check out the karaoke place in sentral...we were only supposed to see the prices and all...but ended up singing in the jukebox!! it's only rm1 for one song! can u believe it?! *i so wanna move back to taiping now!* yiphing had to go home to study for stpm though. too bad she couldn't join us in the jukebox. it would have been more fun with her! =) *all the best in ur exams pinky!*


us in the jukebox =)

this trip back to taiping was all about celebration of people's bday. on sat nite, we celebrated aunty irene's burfday at peng aun. =)
and then yesterday, we suprised mum with an ice-cream cake and lots of ice-cream. =)


today was a very nerve-wrecking day. i had to wake up at 5.30am to catch the 6.30am bus back to KL...thought there won't be any delay, but then i only reached kl about 11am. had to rush like crazy cos i had to attend an interview at 1pm. i panicked cos i thought i would not reach in time... thank god daddy allowed me to take a cab home from puduraya *the bloody cab driver charged me rm25!!!* when i reached home, i bathed, changed, and got ready in 15 minutes *can u believe it?* and i was out on another cab 10 minutes later *another rm10 bucks gone!*

the interview i attended was the hp & amd scholarship one. i was shortlisted as one of the finalist *was one of the 10 selected out of 5000 applicants!* damn, i feel so proud of myself. =)
the best thing was....when i was about to leave, they gave me a goodie bag....
and u know what was in the goodie bag....?


THIS:


a brand new WESTERN DIGITAL 160GB external hard disk drive!! *gasp*
luckily i didn't buy my own one...i almost bought one recently.


and another big box full of small xmas gifts...=))))))


i'm so happy right now, and i wanna thank god for providing in ways i could never think of. =)

~~~~~~~~~~
happie burfday, mummy!!!

i love u! =) muax.

old ass shit

before i bore you with my acp project story....
here's more pictures from halloween! =)



mich, vince and i...*he's supposed to be some terrorist or something like that*



and that's BURN, who's been burnt into a HOOD-ish vampire. LOL.


julian was dressed up as the DUDE in tropic thunder. look at serli's mask! so cuteeeee.=)

we took a pic with a gorilla!! lol.

sandwiched between two she-devils. hehe.=)

and this has nothing to do with halloween.....

mich's AUNTY PURSE which jinle gave to her. LOL *sorrehh jinle, but it is very aunty-ish* runs away!!!*

~ohshit, i've got a meeting to attend now!~

shall tell u the acp project story another time kay??

....till then, here's the pictures after our visit to shelter home 2 (a home for teenage girls)

we went to WONDERMILK!! =)

magical MELANIA, enthusiastic OCELLA, orangy OGA...and radiant RACHEL *chokes*


carebear CHARISSA, me, mel and oga =)

ella, me and EVER *super perasan* ENCHANTING emma. lol

and that's us again camwhoring at WONDERMILK, our new favourite place. =)


ella ella eh eh eh... =)



cuppacakes!!!!!

these indons....*shakes head* heheh.


OMFG....so cuteeeee!!!

*shit damn late for meeting!!*

the one thing that kept me awake.

yes, coca-cola kept me awake throughout that night, where i was going nuts doing 3 assignments...23rd october 2008, i shall remember THAT night!!! bpsych august 08 intake students will understand what im talking about. haha.

this pic is dedicated to MISS COKE ADDICT, michelle mong wai peng. =)

this is for you

hellooooooooooooooooooooooo.
i've been so busy lately...*i'm still busy*

but some people have been asking why have i not updated my blog....


so, faizal....this is for u. LOL.



halloween night 08



stop calling me sweetie!!!! *kicks*